Death +_+ Is The Biggest Conspiracy!

Ancient*Futures: Is Death The Biggest Conspiracy?

In the video you see a visit to an ancient site that is much older than people realize. At the time a friend was dying [the physical body was dying] .. and I had an experience where there was other dimension beings type meeting in the garden with us humans. These beings decided it was time for the spirit to return to their original dimension.

A round portal opened and they all walked through .. disappeared .. the portal closed and we found out that each human incarnation also has an ELEMENTAL. The elemental is an intelligent operating system that allows spirit incarnations to navigate time and space reality.

Death Is The Biggest Conspiracy
The invisible worlds guided us to go to this ancient INSTALLATION where we had no clue about what was there. In the video you see the statue that is claimed to be the God Asklepios: Healer and bringer of the dead back to life.

Around the Planet - as we now enter a new phase - these ancient installations are rebooting [like an advanced living intelligent Operating System]. The first conspiracy is that everyone has been conditioned or programmed to believe that all these ancient locations are dead places dedicated to the gods.

Nothing could be further from the truth ...

The beings depicted are not gods .. they are UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLES. It is all a code [more advanced than computer code] .. using avatar / symbols to connect and activate nodes. There was no malicious design intended .. it is humans who have become malicious .. but that is THEIR problem!

Researchers identify Zeus as Planet Jupiter and Hades as Planet Pluto .. I think Earth was Asklepios ?? am not sure .. but all I know is the bolt(s) of lightning from the Planet Jupiter were hitting Earth probably when the new Sun was born. Zeus [Jupiter] was kicked out as Father of the Gods [Planets] .. as the new Father [The Sun] took its place.

What I was shown after the visit is that bolts of lightning from Jupiter struck Earth .. destroying a highly advanced civilization on the Planet and Asklepios bringing the dead back to life is related to re-incarnation. I imagine the higher re-incarnation order of Earth got damaged or destroyed ?? As for the anger of Hades / Pluto .. the Planet was pushed out from an inner orbit to an outer orbit by Earth.

This all comes into my mind after visiting the installation #_#

Art Is The Unknown [Death]
This is a photograph I took working to heal [save someone's life] .. where I can see death and I can see the invisible worlds of spirit. It helps you to see what death looks like through the eyes of a Seer .. Artist & Healer.

This image was taken at the time period I became aware the incarnate spirit has walked out of the body .. left the Earth cycle and was escorted to another dimension [their original dimension]. Revealing that DEATH is not at all what we think it is!

When spirits die the compassion they feel that is the illusion sadness of the Earth [relating to the damaged intelligence of Asklepios] .. is that people do not see beyond their ego conditioning of the tiny little thought program of limited experience and limited knowledge.

Of course .. THOUGHT [which is time] is afraid of death .. because thought dies when the spirit incarnation leaves the body and the physical brain and body no longer function. Each time physical body ends the limited [time restricted] petty little individual ME thought program comes to an end.

Thought [ego] experiences death together with the ending of the physical material body.

What is The Biggest Conspiracy?
Over the last 2,000 years since the death of Atlantis [Asklepios] the human mind has lost its original way [intelligent navigation systems] .. and lives in FEAR of DEATH .. that is a TOTAL ILLUSION .. because you cannot understand life without understanding death. Duality is balance yin / Yang principles: Life is death and death is life!

When spirit incarnates [occupies] physical space-time life and death are ONE...

That which is born dies .. that which dies is born. The beginning and the end are one. These are not just WORDS .. there is fundamental reality beyond the words. The word is just a sign post guiding the traveler to go to the actual location and find out the TRUTH for themselves.

I show you birth-death-rebirth principle: I was born with a passion for discipline of Martial Arts .. but I don't want to hit anyone or defeat anyone .. I just have this passion. This was a time when there was no Kung Fu influence in Scotland .. but it was in my blood .. and the blood travels through the heart!

The only Martial Arts film I ever saw in my life [until 2011 videos on the Internet] .. was the original [black & white] Japanese: Seven Samurai with subtitles. That film blew my mind .. but other than this there was no TV .. no films .. no outside influence.

BIRTH = I was very young and we do not have much money .. but I save up to buy Gichin Funakoshi - Karate-Do Kyohan that had just been published in English [so I was around 15 / 16 years old]. I studied this book every day and would go out into the garden bare foot even in Winter [even in frost and snow] and teach myself as I was obsessed .. that this was my life.

DEATH = The ancient Invisible Guides came to me and asked me to change my development of Karate-Do Kyohan from the physical training to inner teachings training ... and I died in that moment ... I was devastated. Even as I write this I have tears in my eyes. The reason is .. I was not going to survive in this Earth environment with physical Martial Arts skills .. but I was going to survive [the future] with deeper more ancient unseen hidden skills .. so physical aspect dies.

REBIRTH = No! It does not die .. the INITIATION [Guidance] gives birth to a new unique manifestation. I am forced to draw on much older incarnations more important to this life experience. It demands that I go deeper. It demands that I apply awareness and skills that do not exist in this common World [today]. Because .. we all have to live in this common World conditioned by the fallen Roman Empire who turned against principles of TRUTH...

But .. why do you believe the lies and illusions that deny UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLES of TRUTH that are designed / encoded inside the genes of all humans ?? The genes that are your Intelligent Operating Systems ?? You see .. All this realization comes out of the death [transformation] of one human being who leaves Earth at this time.

WHY is DEATH The Biggest CONSPIRACY ??
Because .. everyone is crying and suffering and thinking only of themselves .. because of FEAR of DEATH. Because personal and collective FEAR is the darkness not death. The petty little ego [thought] is terrified of death = ending. Not only ending of the physical body .. but any kind of ending of its patterns and attachments.

That conditioning did not exist inside me at 15 years old .. because I did not allow it to condition my unique incarnation. I challenge the programming of the ego / the petty self. I did not argue with the Guidance of the Invisible Worlds when they challenged me to change as I KNOW the TRUTH when I hear it!

Why can you not see that fear is like a drug that distorts the mind? Why can you not see that suffering is like a drug that distorts the mind? Through good fortune we were guided and came upon an ancient installation that taught these fundamental principles way back long before the Romans and Greek Civilizations.

There is a lot more to come and we are still working on this project.

We currently have Mercury in Pisces [February 25 - March 13] where I have ?? Mercury in Aries [my birth sign] .. I know nothing about Astrology .. but I suspect that our birth aspects also interact with the cycle of aspects. All this passion to ask these questions is my Mercury in Aries talking to Mercury in Pisces #_# .. if that makes sense ??


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Not Alone .. Together ..

One day .. a long time ago .. a Fire Monkey descended to Earth from the high mountains of another dimension. This Fire Monkey had been to Earth before .. and was accustomed to the living conditions of the people on the Planet.

The Fire Monkey brought skills to Earth from the other dimension .. and so it was that they were able to create a place where all kinds of people could experience healing and re-educate themselves about health and healthy values.

Techniques used were revolutionary for that time .. and Fire Monkey helped people with HIV and Cancer to attempt to heal themselves in HUMANE ways .. and to retain their human dignity in life. Unfortunately Fire Monkey saw the other side of the abyss nursing friends being treated with Chemotherapy and Radiation before they quickly died.

No Radiation .. no Chemotherapy +_+
This is a small part of her story ...

Like many experienced nurses and doctors working within that system Fire Monkey said: No Chemo / no Radiation .. I have seen what it does [what it did to my friends] and if I am going to die .. I want to have a death worth living [don't know if that makes sense].

There was a lot of respect and everyone said: You are so courageous.

The professionals and others who put the protocols together were not paid. They gave or donated their time asking nothing in return to create / manifest: Not Alone .. Together .. and these people also made the treatments used happen using their resources .. investing their resources to help.

HUMANE Treatments for HUMANS
The inhumanity of THE SYSTEM [the dominant system] has an array of costs that people have to pay. One of the costs is social / financial. Not only the people being treated suffer .. but friends and family suffer.

The "health" system is build like a Corporation [a financial corporation] .. where financial gain and not TREATMENT are the primary concern. One example of this is the ongoing pressure: If you do not do these treatments you will die !!

But .. you said I only have a year .. at most .. if I do these treatments #_#
That's right !! There is no effective treatment we know for Glioblastoma Multiform Grade IV ...
With treatment you may live 6 to 8 months and if you are lucky for up to a year.

It turned out [against all the odds] that it was a year with no headaches .. no symptoms .. no being sick and all the other symptoms that follow a brain tumor diagnosis. At home with no medical intervention living a normal life. Here is the video to prove it 5 months after surgery: Sheila [Lama] discussing: Future Risks

Never mind the physical costs to the person for certain aggressive kinds of treatments .. the social and financial costs are devastating no matter if the costs are private or health insurance. Being told that: "We have to save your life at ANY cost ... " and being told: I cannot afford this .. so will you do it for free?

No one asked that question .. but the answer is OBVIOUS .. right ??

The [inhuman] social and financial costs can not only bring down the person being treated .. but also bring down family and close friends. If you do not have a team who work together and know what they are doing and why then it must be very difficult if not next to impossible.

The emotional and physical costs of certain treatments are well documented.

Not Alone .. Together ..
Really the KEY is primarily organization and intelligent co-operation .. something the archaic system is incapable of providing. The answer is sociological as well as basic human values. In the future these co-operative services should be no tax [tax free / non profit] .. why not ??

Such services would be popular and would hit into the money making profits of medical corporations. If given the choice the answer is obvious to those who care about those they love. This option would include an element of courage and no fear.

The individual providing 24 hours care had been trained in the military as a young man .. and he knew what he was doing. Why not train people from a young age to cope and deal with emergencies? Practical basic stuff many of us learned as kids and later through experience because the type of universal care system did not exist.

The most important thing the TEAM focused on and were able to achieve [this was a BIG achievement] was a totally normal life. Death did not haunt us .. death was not a problem .. death was / is a natural part of life. If you are born on the Earth you are going to die.

The Fire Monkey did achieve what she set out to do [proving to all of us that it is possible] to have a QUALITY of LIFE until the end. For sure there were a few colourful moments .. but she died the way she lived. A healthy death ?? I don't know ?? Pretty much ...

We are going to put together a small video tribute as best we can. The most important message is that things have to CHANGE. The medical inhumanity has to end. The Institutional inhumanity has to end. Another way to say it is we have to focus and create new ways of dealing with illness and death .. especially old age.

One of my Grandmothers was told after a debilitating stroke and paralysis down one side that she could not return home and she would have to go into a care home for the elderly. She was a strong Sagittarius and told everyone: I am not going into care I am going home. The doctors called getting up .. disappearing paralysis and going home a "miracle".

No! It is actually called: HUMAN DETERMINATION *_*

You know what is sad? You know what is REALLY sad? The people who BELIEVE the cr#p they are told and who mindlessly accept someone else telling them WHO they are and WHAT they can and cannot do. It is really sad that people do not challenge themselves to change.

I think I was about 11 years old or maybe 9 years old .. around that time .. when I was alone in my room at night falling asleep. The light was out and the room was dark and suddenly there came a loud knock out of the wooden wardrobe on the other side of the room.

It was like: Knock knock knock .. from the inside of the wardrobe.

I was not asleep and I was not dreaming .. and my heart began pounding so I hide my head under the duvet cover. Then again the knock came from the inside of the wardrobe. Of course I thought it was a ghost and I was really afraid...

Then something in my own mind said to me: What do you have to fear? I thought about it and I thought that I have to go look inside the wardrobe and look see what it is. Then I thought to myself: The worst that can happen is I die and then I have no more problems [strange thing for a kid to think].

I got up and walked across the room to the wardrobe in the dark and did not put on the light. I opened the door and looked inside .. there was nothing in there. I could see ghosts and spirits since I was a young child and there was no ghost in there = nothing.

I saw that the wardrobe was empty and that I had nothing to fear but fear itself.

I was a different person .. a more capable person after that. The banging sound stopped and it never happened again. The event was not a paranormal haunting .. it was some mysterious Initiation / teaching / learning from the invisible spirit world .. a phenomenon that works with us and supports us.

Well .. it is the same with death ..


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Probiotic Bones

This is a photograph of my latest invention .. that I explain in more detail in: Zen Qi Bone Air Spirit. The image also helps me to represent a basic physical alignment visually. The structure and softness of bamboo being very similar to the structure of the bones.

All I am doing here is to simply giving an account of an experience that I had .. and there is no intention to suggest that this relates in any way to other humans .. this is just me and my experience! But .. it was an interesting experience that led me to who I am today.

The bones are VERY important and they are very underrated. We superficially look at the bones in a structural sense. Which is typical of the ego-self. The bones are just there like the foundations of a house .. to support the self-image .. the ego-self. If the foundation of a house is not balanced then the beautiful house can fall down!

When I got sick and weak with Candida overgrowth and leaky gut .. it did not matter if I was putting on weight or I was almost skin and bones .. I was same weak and tired fat but the same weak and tired thin. This was not a normal tiredness I had ever experienced. It was a strange type of exhaustion that effected every part of my body. Except the bones!

This is why I use visual image of bamboo and dragon! The bamboo represents for me the one thing that kept me alive .. and that is the bones and the bone connection. We are talking about essential Qi in this respect. More than the flame of life (fire) .. but the Qi-force that creates fire .. and that is the dragon.

With leaky gut and Candida overgrowth everything in my body got effected except the bones. My organs were f#cked .. the brain experienced brain fog and many other weird symptoms .. the heart was misbehaving .. every gland in my body hurt as well as muscles and tendons. I seemed to age 10 years .. but it was not aging .. it was cellular and tissue dehydration. Beneficial probiotics hydrate and fungus-yeast dehydrates tissues in the body (including inner wall of the colon) !!

Probiotic Bones
I have describe all of this before in my One Body posts and so I am going to go straight to my theory. My theory of "probiotic bones" and perhaps bone marrow is an essential part of this also. With leaky gut I always felt like a walking bag of bones. The bone structure within my body seemed to be the only part of me that was working really well. It held me together.

Be aware that bones are the most connected part of the body where every bone is connected to every bone. If you stop to think about it: The interior design is beyond brilliant!! There was something I began to understand about the bones. Candida fungi - yeasts and bacteria do not break down bone structure after death .. or if they do it takes them a LOT LONGER than the breaking down of the tissues and organs.

The bones survive death and given the right conditions can survive for thousands of years as evidence of man's culture and earlier existence. Why is that? I noticed that the bones hold energy extremely well .. no matter how sick we are. The bones appear to be highly resistant to normal breakdown process carried out by fungi - yeasts and bacteria(s). Why is that? What is their secret?

I think .. hidden inside the bones is the most amazing science.

As I sit here today the only effective element I know that maintains healthy tissue and keeps the cellular unlocking fungus-yeasts and bacteria(s) at bay are beneficial probiotics. This is why I say: Probiotic Bones. This is why I also like to associate the bones with bamboo. In the right conditions bamboo is highly resistant to decay in a similar way to the bones.

Recently it was announced: World’s oldest times table found in bamboo strips.

Researchers from Tsinghua University in Beijing have discovered the world’s oldest decimal multiplication table on 21 strips of bamboo made around 305 B.C., during the Warring States period before Qin Shi Huang unified China as the first Emperor of the Qin Dynasty.

This means bamboo had to survive all this time for the "multiplication tables" to be found. Rarther than get excited about the bamboo .. researchers get excited about the fact this is the earliest example of human multiplication tables ...

Ancient Multiplication Tables Hidden In 2,500 Chinese Bamboo Strips! Wow! 2,500 bamboo strips survived 2,300 years! "The strips were all mixed up because the strings that used to tie each manuscript together to form a scroll had long decayed," said Li Junming, a historian and palaeographer at Tsinghua.

The bones of bamboo survived thousands of years to carry the surface information that the Ancient Chinese were using bamboo strips to write out multiplication tables. What gets me really excited is that THE BAMBOO SURVIVED...

It would appear that bones have a powerful ability to resist decay = the unlocking of physical matter through fungus - yeast - bacteria normally associated with death. Due to their hollow nature the bones are also extraordinary holders of energy (Qi). The bones not only accumulate energy .. but they HOLD energy and they maintain that coherence even when the rest of the body is sick.

There are claims that probiotics can improve bone density. For example .. probiotics improve bone density in animal study .. probiotics found to build healthy bones. Why are the bones so ready to absorb beneficial probiotics? I think there is a lot more too this and I think the secret treasure is hidden in the bones.

I noticed that as Candida overgrowth created havoc in the soft tissues of my body .. the bones maintained an essential harmony and in a way you could say they led me back to health! Just follow the bones *-) ...

I have a theory that probiotic density is linked to variations in physical structure where the definition of "probiotic" is an unknown. What I mean by this is that bone density is compact structure and the associated connective tissue .. joints .. tendons .. muscles .. veins .. organs .. glands .. nerves and brain(s) are variations of associated probiotic density. It is all growing and maintaining itself from the same primordial source.

You have the kidneys with associated functions .. and this structure is maintained by essential probiotics. Then you have the liver with associated functions .. and this structure is maintained by essential probiotics.

When those essential life-force probiotics get wiped out and are not there for the body .. that is the signal for fungus - yeast and bacteria to digest matter and unlock the cells. In my body (anyway) but maybe not in yours ?? If the bone density is rich in primoridal probiotics close to the source .. then that would account for their excellence in holding and accumulating Qi / life force.

In a similar way to the 2,300 year old bamboo strips .. you could say the hidden times table is locked away inside the bones. Working with bamboo helped me unlock that mystery .. because as I work with the bamboo Qi stick it also causes me to think and imagine and questions .. realisations come into my mind.

We are talking here about a high level "Spiritual Technology" that connects to the human mind!

Can The Physical Body Heal Itself?

Is there scientific proof we can heal ourselves? Lissa Rankin, MD

I came upon this 18 minute Ted Talk video .. by accident .. while researching other things on YouTube. At the same time I found this information highly interesting .. because through my whole life I always trust my body. I was born into this body and we will face death together. I am always aware how the body serves me in LIFE .. giving everything it has to keep me alive.

There was one time a few years ago I got such a bad "Flu Virus" .. I was a bag of bones (that is how it felt) hanging on a thread. I thanked my body from my heart and I had nothing to complain. Rather than think: This sucks... From the pain in the tendons and muscles = I showed deep gratitude and compassion.

For the first time in my life I was aware just how loyal the physical body is and how the body never gives up until the last breath. I - my mind - was in doubt if I would waken up the next morning... But the physical body WAS NOT in doubt. The body intelligence has a mysterious wisdom of its own.

So, I hope this video makes sense in the context of our relationship to the energy of the 2014 Chinese Year of the Green Horse! Oh! And I did wake up the next morning .. knowing the true meaning of compassion. The compassion the body feels for the Incarnate Spirit Being = YOU!

Zen Qi - Movement and Force

"I fear not the man who has practiced 10,000 kicks once... I fear the man who had practiced one kick 10,000 times." - Bruce Lee

I have always respected my body! The physical human body is Nature. Not only trees .. and birds .. and grass .. and rivers .. and mountains .. and sky are Nature. The human body is an undivided part of Nature. When you respect the body .. you respect the Earth!

In the period of my life when I was experiencing Candida overgrowth - leaky gut - immune system collapse [I was a walking transit container for internal candida fungi and bacteria] .. I found that I could not do the simplest physical task without having circulation / heart and sweat issues.

My body was either putting on weight or my body was losing weight! My physical form was so fragile that my hands were shaking. Every muscle and tendon in my body ached if I attempted any slight physical activity. If I attempted to repot a plant .. my shoulders - back - butt - thighs and arms would internally ache '-) I would think: What do my thigh muscles and tendons have to do with a simple light upper body activity??

When my weight would increase with Candida fungal infection / overgrowth .. I could not do any exercise because my heart rate had taken on a life of its own out of proportion to the activity of my body. It was not exercise that got my body back into shape! It was beneficial probiotics like Threelac and kefir that got me back into shape!

I am aware that a lot of people do not like Threelac .. and also it is expensive. In my personal experience .. Threelac was the key to reversing all my weird symptoms and out of control body behaviours until I began growing my own kefir grains. I am not saying it will work for you! I am saying that it worked for me!

The most important point is that it was not physical exercise that created balance of weight issues in my body! It was the gradual return of beneficial gut and colon probiotic bacterias and related full body detox that returned my weight to its natural healthy state. Rapidly gaining weight and rapidly losing weight were no longer a problem.

When the major organs and the colon cannot remove / detox waste and toxins from the body .. the toxins get stored in the body as fat to neutralize them until a time when they can be effectively removed from the body. What are toxins? Anything the body considers a threat or danger including heavy metals, chemicals and various forms of "medication". Anything that creates acidity or over-acidity is stored / neutralized as fat .. fatty tissue.

The One Punch Form
For me! Physical exercise has always been spirit-body coordination. I have never been interested in mechanical physical training activities. I do not like to work my body to the point where everything hurts and I have to take three or four days to recover...

"Use the amount of weight that you can handle without undue strain." – Bruce Lee

In my recovery state of Candida overgrowth and leaky gut I decided to design my own exercises that also gave me inner resonance and peace of mind - peace of being. I did not want to "exercise" .. I wanted to channel the flow of chi through my muscles .. bones and tendons in a powerful but natural way.

I filled a bathroom washcloth with rice and I hung the bag on the wall at shoulder height. This was to be my exercise punch bag .. Zen style without exertion. I applied the simplest form of Karate-Do Kyohan: Front Punch (Oi-suki) - attack (punch) of the right fist and following attack (punch) of the left fist - with the correct body posture.

I worked my body to punch without hitting or punching the bag. Of course, you can gently punch the bag .. but that is not the focus of the exercise. The focus is gentle movement and relaxed muscles and tendons. Do not try this at home from my description .. because I know what I am doing. I taught myself these disciplines at 15 years old. I never harm my body or stress my body. I was born with this passion for physical-body / gentle movements: The One Punch Form

So, what I discovered is this: It takes my entire body to apply this simple exercise. At first I would do 11 punches [11 right-hand 11 left-hand counting two punches as one]. Then I would do 22 .. 33 .. 44 .. 111 .. 122 .. and so on. Either fast or slow did not matter as long as it was gentle and the muscles and tendons were relaxed.

I was working my whole body!

Fast can be dynamic! But slow and gentle is actually more intensive over the whole body than fast and sharp. I am still experimenting with this and learning every day. The most interesting effect is the way my body feels internally within its physical structure. No effort - deep response!

One Tendon
When you activate one tendon, you activate all tendons of the body. When you activate one muscle, you activate all muscles of the body. One bone .. all bones! Then there is the dynamic relationship between muscles .. tendons and bones. Different forms = one life force.

For me .. the unifying principle is love and compassion for the body.

The body teaches me: Okay! You have to have the love! First we have to feel compassion for the body that we inhabit in this life. Out of that compassion arises an incredible sensitivity. If we do not respect our bodies then we do not respect anything in life.

Everything in our body is elastic (hydrated)! The inner deep-space elasticity is coordinated throughout the entire body. The bones are elastic .. the muscles and tendons are elastic .. the skin and connective tissue are elastic .. the veins and arteries are elastic .. the nerves are elastic. Is the mind elastic?

When you move your arm .. the whole body moves with you! The bones - tissues - heart - veins - nerves - muscles and tendons all move or contract in relation to the movement of your arm or movement of the entire body. Extending or contracting is elasticity [hydration]. Probiotics hydrate and fungi dehydrate.

Zen Qi - Movement and Force
There was one time in my life as a child where I mysteriously experienced three days of strange phenomena. It always manifest at night .. and that is why I often say the light shines brightest in the darkness. The experience was like experiencing the Planet Jupiter totally gigantic in my mind .. and the smallest tiny micro-particle magnified in balance with the largest Planet. The gigantic planets magnified became the smallest particle magnified. They were one and the same. There was complete balance / harmony.

I now see the same principle within the body. The smallest particle .. the largest organ are one. The movement in the tendon in the shoulder does not take place without movement in the tendon in the foot. Even if you are sitting at a computer and you slowly punch your hand towards the computer screen .. you can feel the movement in your whole body including the relaxed tendon in your foot.

Any physical movement in the body is instant same movement of whole body = the heart is involved in each movement .. the bones are involved in each movement .. the tendons and muscles are involved in each movement. We just take it all for granted. Move one finger and you feel the movement reflected in your heart!

The Zen Qi Particle

Before the lotus blossom emerges from the water,
the roots enter the soil.
- ZenSu

Dark Light: Who are you before you are born?

"It took us until 2019 to fully develop the technology required to detect and observe dark light without distorting its presence.

We discovered that dark light likes to hide its presence within light when being observed... To further complicate our discoveries The Teachers insisted dark light is the key, they called: The center without a center." - Crystal Tor

I use this Zen related aspect to highlight the often bizarre and seamless relationship between Qi (energy) - spirit and physical matter. Zen Qi life-force cannot be detected by physical sciences or physical technologies. The sciences of the physical world are based on detecting movement - impulses - reactions (waves) or bursts of energy. This is why I use the concept of dark-light to understand the background world physicists mistakenly label: Anti-matter!

A number of times in my life I have experienced my body being instantly (physically) moved .. almost like picked up and put down into safety - by an unknown force - faster than any measurement of time. I felt no physical pressure and no physical movement. Just before the point of my life being in danger I was "there" and in the same instant I was "over there" and out of harms way.

You have no sensation of being lifted .. there is no sensation of touch .. for a moment there is NOTHING and suddenly you are back in physical reality knowing what happened and yet not knowing what happened. There is no explanation for what just took place. The only thing that could effortlessly influence the physical light-based world is dark energy or dark light.

The Zen Qi Particle
I was never really interested in the physical sciences .. because they always seemed so primitive and stone-aged. I always wanted to find out things for myself and understand what makes life work. When I experienced Candida overgrowth and leaky gut I became aware - what makes life work and what does not make life work.

Life on a cellular level is an intricate puzzle of interconnecting pieces. Cells fit the nerves .. fit the bones .. veins blood .. muscles .. tendons .. glands .. electrical impulses .. immune system .. meridians or energy channels - where the intricate puzzle of connecting pieces and layers operate as a single unified organism.

Just take one factor: You fall asleep - you waken up! If you think about it that is pretty amazing and is also part of the interconnected puzzle. Then you can dream. Totally amazing .. and we generally take it for granted. When I had leaky gut and could not sleep .. I never took sleep for granted after that experience.

The way I discovered that beneficial probiotic bacteria are absolutely ESSENTIAL to the health of the whole body .. was by losing the healthy probiotic bacteria. The effect was so DRAMATIC .. that I had to get to the source! It was the best challenge that could have happened to me - as it brought me to a discovery and much closer relationship to my body.

Before my total body health crashed through my leaky gut '-) .. I could basically heal anything using Qi / Pranic life force / energy. I used garlic as a natural antibiotic or fresh ginger and turmeric to heal the gut .. both ginger and turmeric are anti-inflammatory. However .. it was always the high-level of my energy and training of the mind that did 80 percent of the healing.

The first thing I noticed with Candida overgrowth and leaky gut was that I could no longer heal these problems with energy and with my mind. THAT ALONE started to get me focused and also curious. I was a physical basket case and yet I was observing everything with total curiosity and a desire to understand and learn.

I now begin to understand what I call the Zen Qi particle [it could also be called the Zen Qi Principle]. This is an unknown phenomenon that seamlessly interacts with Qi (life force) and physical dimension (cells / cellular structures). I do not need to discover whether the Zen Qi particle exists or not .. I know it exists. I feel that this is the phenomenon behind Chinese knowledge of meridians and acupuncture.

The Zen Qi particle is like a bridge or a circuit breaker alternating between Qi energy life-force and physical matter. We can observe electrical charge / energy within matter and within the cells .. but we cannot measure nor detect Zen Qi using physical sciences / technologies.

The next important thing to understand is that the brain /the mind can detect and interact directly with Zen Qi. The brain is much more sensitive and much more advanced than we humans currently understand or appreciate. Part of that interaction includes understanding of the meridians and acupuncture. The human mind intelligence can work with Zen Qi without form or measurement.

Kefir Grains
I would say that the many forms of probiotic bacteria are gateways between Zen Qi and living cells .. physical cellular structures. I will try to explain this in a way that makes sense! For example, I use concept of "Zen Qi" .. because I like to paint beautiful pictures with words that the mind can instantly understand.

I grew these live kefir grains in milk (although I never drink milk - because I am lactose intolerant) .. and then I either drink the live probiotic kefir milk or the live kefir grains. The kefir grains are slightly lemony in taste and are easy to grow.

The beneficial probiotic bacteria not only reversed and healed the Candida overgrowth leaky gut within the colon! They also reversed the multi-symptom damage to the rest of my body. It took time .. but in the first three months I noticed significant improvements in my health - as well as a symptom-by-symptom elimination process '-)

I had also noticed - with Candida fungus overgrowth - there was increasing stiffness (and inflammation) between my tendons .. joints and connective tissue. The natural elasticity of my body had been replaced by connective tissue dehydration / acidity .. joint pain and inflamed tissues. Then within 6 months .. a year .. a year and a half .. I was experiencing total gentle reversal of joint stiffness and pain .. stiff tendons .. swelling of joints in my hands and a return to elasticity of my muscles.

The severe food allergies were gone! I can now eat any food I want and I do not have any kind of even mild allergy reaction. The pollen allergies are gone. Joint swelling has gone. The fatigue has gone. My heart is calm. I began to understand that there is a unseen living connector between matter and energy.

As I grow the kefir grains I also study them and try to understand them .. the process .. the dynamics .. the fundamental principle that the physical sciences cannot measure or detect. At first you receive not even twenty tiny kefir grains to start your culture - and in no time the kefir grains are growing faster than you could ever imagine.

The kefir grains slowly repopulated my gut and colon with beneficial probiotic bacteria. Not only within the gut and colon! Probiotic bacteria are essential to body and tissue health. These mysterious bacteria interact with blood - bones - glands - the nervous system - organs - lungs and heart!

This is what I mean by Zen Qi .. a primordial life force that is both Qi and physical matter. A life force that effortlessly inhabits both worlds and bridges the path between Qi (energy) and matter (cells).

Life Essential Probiotics
We humans are so complex that we often overlook the smallest and most powerful aspects of health and well-being. We do not understand how the smallest particles can easily effect or alter the functions of the largest organs. In today's world we think the large can affect the small and we do not consider how the small can affect the large.

Not only science but the modern human psyche is obsessed with SIZE!! If you are interested in the Solar System and Galaxies .. you go research on websites and they are showing you HOW BIG the Sun is in relation to the Earth and HOW BIG the Galaxy is in relation to the Solar System!

If a small comet hits the Earth it would have a BIG EFFECT .. right!!

I have a technician's mind where I can take apart and repair electrical components since I was a child... The same technical mind is able to look into and understand the inner workings of the body. Basically, everything we build technologically is based on the electrical and physical principles of the human body. As above, so below! As within, so without! We exist in a one-dynamic Universe!

Zen Qi has three principles when applied to the understanding of energy .. cells and physical matter:
1. Zen - immeasurable force
2. Qi - life force (compassion) the bridge / the connector
3. Energy and matter interaction is the base of the triangle (pyramid)

The natural body intelligence is part of an intricate energetic system that maintains life within matter until the point where the physical organism dies and comes to an end. Whoever or whatever designed this living system is beyond intelligence and beyond comprehension. It is just beyond brilliant!

I feel that the whole complex living system is based on the smallest particle or the smallest principle. In other words .. the health of the largest organs in the body depend on the smallest elements. I don't know how to explain this! We have to go into and study the areas of probiotics and fermentation to even begin to understand this phenomenon...

The world of man developed and became obsessed with everything ALCHEMICAL = the way of chemistry. To the point where human obsession in chemistry has lead to a world of chemical imbalance. Humans make use of chemistry AS A RESOURCE! I have a funny thought in the world of yin/yang balance: Perhaps Candida overgrowth and leaky gut exist in order to teach us and bring us humans back into balance!

Humans have been fermenting and eating probiotic foods for thousands of years! Only recently .. in the entire history of mankind has something change!! It is called PASTEURIZATION!! I call it: Past-ur-eyes! The yoghurt .. the kefir .. the sauerkraut and fermented vegetables bought at the store have all been heated = pasteurized = the living probiotic "enzymes" and cultures have been destroyed.

Mycelial Candida Fungus: A Bad Trip?

I have never taken drugs .. I do not like strong alcohol .. I never smoked cigarettes nor taken any kind of medication or hallucinogenics.

Yeast to Mycelial Candida Fungus

I did some research into an area that I call: Candida yeast's "altered state" .. where the benign yeast shape shifts into its fungal form: Candida yeast to mycelial Candida fungus .. also known as mycelial candida. Mycelium is the vegetative part of a fungus consisting of a mass of branching, thread-like hyphae.

After changing from yeast into a fungi - with a developed mycelium - Candida ventures to spread beyond the intestinal walls by rooting through (penetrating) the walls of the colon (mucosa) and entering the bodies tissues and organs. Once the walls of the intestine have been punctured (leaky gut) .. microbes and yeast invade the blood stream.

Candida can compromise the bodies major organs and glands.

From my own experience the rest is a roller coaster ride .. something of a "bad trip" for the entire body as well as the nervous system and brain. Fluctuating blood sugar levels .. fatigue .. immune disorders .. allergies .. affecting lymph and adrenal glands .. the heart .. organs .. blood and central nervous system.

Like A Bad Trip!
I am back to this concept of the smallest particle affecting the large: How the micro-particle affects the larger system / the larger organs! In my research I discovered that intake of Psilocybin mushrooms can result in .. feelings of nausea, jitteriness and a mild increase in blood pressure, heart rate, and breathing. Psilocybin mushrooms do not generally cause dangerous physical reactions...

Candida fungus does cause dangerous physical reactions - and this is something researchers probably have not considered. Having experienced Candida overgrowth and leaky gut it comes to me that Candida is an extremely dangerous and toxic "micro-fungi" that creates havoc with the body leading to a roller coaster ride of bad trips!

If Candida overgrowth is similar to having a toxic fungi overdose (except the fungi are living and growing inside the body) .. then to what extent could the disruption of the nervous system be "hallucinogenic"? A toxic nerve hallucinogen!

Descriptions of the use of Psilocybin mushrooms often include: Experience of death or feelings of dying. The bodies metabolism goes into a slower state almost like an active form of suspended animation. On my worst days dealing with Candida overgrowth that is how it felt .. like dying!

Sometimes I would wake up in the middle of the night or early morning - barely breathing - with extremely low heart rate [sometimes it was extreme heart rate and other times next to no heart rate]. I could barely get out of the bed to go to the toilet - as I was drinking a lot of water to detox... My whole body was like a sack of bones held together with thin strings of lifeless tendons.

I have to admit .. it almost felt like death.

When I fell asleep at night I was never sure if I would waken up the next day. When I woke up I felt like death warmed up .. hahahaha .. my mind was sometimes foggy and drifting. It was sometimes like waking up out of a wall of fog. To what extent was my body on a bad toxic fungi trip as a result of the waste produced by Candida and other leaking bacteria - microbes and yeast?

I also noticed that internal effects and symptoms would change with the weather. One to two days before a change in weather the joints in my shoulders - arms and legs would become inflamed and painful. Cold damp weather was not good! Warm dry weather was less of an issue.

In nature, bacteria and fungi growth cycles change with surrounding weather .. local temperatures and the time of year. If fungi and bacteria are growing inside my body they are still going to live out their various growth cycles. I imagine that there are times when the bacteria and fungi are less active and less toxic .. and there are times when the bacteria and fungi are extremely active and very toxic!

The point I am trying to make is that overgrowth of fungi and bacteria inside the body shit out toxins and chemicals that are not only highly acidic .. but interfere with or alter the natural chemical and hormonal balance of the human body. Apart from the fact that this micro-toxic waste is a danger to tissue - glandular and organ health.

Because this idea is new to me - I am not really finding the right words to express what I feel and what I am seeing. One part of me wants to call Candida fungus a "psycho-toxin" .. but that is the wrong word. To me... That is how I see it!

What I am trying to say is that there are psycho-active fungi. I am asking: Is Mycelial Candida Fungus a psycho-depressant fungi? In other words .. it interferes with the natural healthy function of the cells .. nervous system .. the brain .. the glands .. and respiratory system!

Does Candida change into its fungal state when the bodies healthy probiotic bacteria are wiped out? Is the absence of beneficial gut bacteria a "death signal" in Nature. Is that when the trip begins? I will address this in my next post: The Zen Qi Particle!

Toxic Colon: Looking Into The Abyss

The body was shaking...
Magnetic energy flow in my hands was weak.

All my life from a small child I could just do stuff! Things I was never taught .. things I taught myself. Like the magnetic energy field bouncing off the palms of the hands. Within moments of facing the palms of my hands towards each other a powerful magnetic orb would form [like bouncing two magnetic poles off each other].

Totally on its own a harmonic cycle of energy or Qi would move back and forward - left to right - like a figure of 8 eternity sign .. and I would calmly watch this. I was not doing this with my mind .. the energy was doing this on its own.

However, I quickly became aware that with Candida overgrowth and toxic colon the energy field in my hands was weak .. the powerful magnetic field was non-existent .. the harmonic I used to heal was not there. The power was gone or compromised!

That for me was the worst thing that could happen...

Most of my life I had healed others and myself with this natural Pranic energy or Qi. A Gypsy woman once told me that an incredible energy field flowed from my hands. So, I began to understand that I was not only observing and experiencing nervous stress - fatique - exhaustion and circulation collapse! Something was disrupting the flow of Qi in and around my body.

Toxic Colon: Looking Into The Abyss
There is something in the glands that transports Qi - perhaps in association with the bodies meridians. Either it is a primal liquid or original sexual life force .. the force that maintains the immune system as well as the function of the major glands: Pineal, pituitary, hypothalmus and prostate.

It is all very well to say that the meridians carry energy throughout the body .. but we overlook the fact that these energy lines have to interact directly with the bodies physical dimensions. In my view the bridge between energy flow and physical cells has to be liquid and related to the glands .. entire glandular system.

Okay! So there was next to no magnetic field flowing between the palms of my hands! I was looking directly into the abyss. How much was this related to my ever changing physical symptoms caused by a Candida overgrowth and toxic colon? If the colon was toxic then so were the glands and so was the blood.

Everything in life happens for a reason. This was a new challenge.

In the last two posts you see how I was able to reverse the leaky gut .. brain surges .. loss of concentration .. nights sweats and extreme volatile changes in weight. Within 6 months to a year of probiotics and colon detox (including colloidial silver) the powerful energy field between the palms of my hands had returned.

Sometimes I have strange dreams at night where all kinds of things happen... I can fly! A few nights ago I held little dead birds that someone brought me and they came to life and flew out into the surrounding trees. Then I woke up! In my dreams people call me: "Master of Energy" (there - not here '-)

Power of Silent Mind
All I had left was a silent mind [the power of silence] .. and I guess silent mind is a power beyond the physical realm and is not dependent on the physical structure of the body and flow of Qi? With silent mind I began to look and see .. listen .. and trust.

For those of you who are interested in energy and Buddha mind .. it appears there is spirit energy / mind within and surrounding the body that is unaffected by the troubles of the material physical dimensions. As I said: Everything happens for a reason!

I had to take steps to work with and heal the physical body. But! It was not really like "heal the body". I think one day in the future the concept of heal the body will seem like stone-age. Within silent Buddha mind it was more about opening up or freeing energetic pathways. There is no other way to explain it.

Why did beneficial probiotic bacteria work for me healing and detoxing the colon?

I feel that healthy probiotic bacteria are switches or a bridge between energy and matter. In electrical terms you need a circuit breaker [sorry I am a technician] .. an electrical switching point or a transformer to allow the current to flow correctly and interact with the light bulb or the computer or the electric heater. When circuits break apart energy does not flow.

So, Candida is a fungus .. and fungi are the physical medium that break down and digests matter after death. Fungi and bacteria digest the fallen leaves of trees or the fallen trunk of a tree. Fungi and bacteria digest living matter after death of the animals .. birds .. insects or fish.

Essentially, fungi and bacteria are programmed to interrupt the electrical or magnetic flow that holds / bonds physical matter together and return cellular structures to their primordial earth state. It is my theory that when fungi and bacteria overgrow within a living biological system their key cycles are activated within that living system.

The body works to detox and keep the intruding fungi .. mold .. yeast .. bacteria and parasites in their place - in order to maintain life of the whole organism [electrical flow]. The fungi and bacteria simply exist to carry out their key task = the breakdown of matter! They are not "attacking the body" as such .. they are simply carrying out their programmed task.

In my case .. I began to realise that the natural energy flow of the meridians and the bodies electrical Qi field was being internally disrupted. Of course, it was! Because the destruction or elimination of beneficial probiotic bacteria leaves the ground wide open for the growth of Candida fungus and bacteria already present within .. but existing in balance within the gut and intestines.

The element few people understand or even realise is that fungus .. mold .. yeast .. parasites and bacteria eliminate waste products. As they grow and live out their cycle within a living body they excrete pee pee .. waste that is extremely toxic to the entire human body. Worms and parasites excrete waste .. do some research.

Beneficial probiotics digest and detox Candida Albicans .. the kidneys and colon send the waste out of the body. If you detox too fast you get what is called a "healing crisis". The toxic waste from the dying yeast .. bacteria and fungus can sometimes be too much for the kidneys and the body to detox. So! Gentle is always superior to FAST!

The magnetic energy field resonance in my hands has returned .. and I am deeply grateful to the challenge I faced .. because it made me stronger .. healthier and more compassionate.

Leaky Gut Candida Overgrowth Stress

Even when out of balance - the body maintained balance.

- ZenSu

Calm Nerves Strong Body
My entire life I never had to deal with serious illness .. no allergies and no hay fever. I always helped people to heal themselves in various ways. I was calm .. had strong nerves .. even in the most dangerous situations. High in the mountains in life or death situations - I always remained calm as more experienced people around me would lose their nerve. I had the ability to calm people around me and take the lead in getting everyone to safety [even as a child].

One case of leaky gut syndrome and Candida overgrowth and I was a basket case!

In my late forties I began developing skin rashes .. severe food allergies and pollen allergies. With no change in my low fat vegetarian diet - where I had never gained weight my entire life - I was suddenly getting fat. Stomach .. thighs .. knees .. arms and neck were adding on fatty tissue - almost overnight!

I started to notice my knees were swollen and beginning to ache .. my hips were aching in the joints .. so were my shoulders and then my hands. My fast walking pace slowed down to a crawl. I could barely walk into town. What was happening to me? As a person who never needed doctors - I suddenly needed specialists.

Well! Whats the problem? Well! EVERYTHING .. my whole body is the problem '-)

I soon realised that there are specialists for this organ and specialists for that organ .. but there are no Whole Body Specialists. All they could tell me was: At your age this is normal. No! There is no cure for panic attacks and stress .. allergies and aches and pains. Learn to live with it! Deal with stress differently!

I never had to deal with stress... Or was it Candida yeast overgrowth and leaky gut symptoms? So, I began to pay attention to my body .. observe what was taking place and as no one could help! I had to help myself. At the end of the day my body and I only had each other .. and together we were about to figure it out.

Lightning Showed Me The Way...
Why was I previously so healthy and allergy free when people around me were suffering all kinds of medical problems .. aches and pains? As a kid I reacted to antibiotics [that also wipe out the friendly gut bacteria together with killing the bad bacterial infections]. My whole life I never took antibiotics and therefore my beneficial gut bacteria [immune system] were strong and healthy.

To keep it short .. I had Candida overgrowth that had grown through the lining of my gut [leaky gut] and the toxins .. fungus .. bacteria were entering my body and effecting my metabolism - muscles - tendons - joints - glands and organs.

Not only was I heating up and sweating like crazy (especially at night - soaking the bed with sweat) .. but I could also feel lightning strikes seconds before the lightning flash. I became electro-sensitive .. but worst of all was feeling the electric charge before the lightning strike as the charge ran through my whole body. It never harmed me .. but it was kind of scary.

I later discovered that fungus and bacteria react to electrical charge differently than cells of the human body. What I mean by that is .. a healthy human body has a natural resistance to electrical charge. But in my case - with leaky gut and candida fungus and bacteria all over my body and growing in the joints (expanding during thunderstorm type weather changes) - the electrical charge was being transmitted through my body as though I had no natural resistance.

This is the funny part! I was seeing something take place through the lightning charge that was revealing what was happening inside me in terms of toxins and the extent to which they were expanding in the tissues and joints. How do I know this? Because I did an experiment...

I carried out a gentle but long term detox of my colon and entire body as I repopulated the gut with beneficial probiotic bacteria .. and after about 6 months I was 100% no longer electro-sensitive and the lightning charge sensitivity also disappeared.

Nervous Anxiety and Stress
The other thing that was happening with leaky gut was that my body was a nervous wreck. I would waken up in the early hours of the morning shaking and sometimes my heart was beating rapidly .. and I had no control over this. I never knew a heart could beat that fast!

Then I was also having really weird loss of confidence - like a loss of nerve. I was having these strange mood swings that were coming right out of my nervous system and affecting maybe my hormones ?? Also, affecting my brain and my normal state of well being. It was like a total body stress. Sometimes I would be shaking uncontrollably .. sweating hot or shivering cold. All that ended when I no longer had Candida overgrowth and leaky gut.

All that was bad enough and it went on [on and off] for months up to maybe a year .. until I figured things out and just tested ways to heal myself and detox. The worst thing .. because I have always been active .. was my loss of physical strength and vitality as well as increasing fatigue.

I could not change a medium sized potted plant without breaking out into a hot sweat all over my body - even to the point where the sweat would be pouring down my face and getting in my eyes doing the simplest task. If I had to move something around or lift a heavy object .. I would be soaked in sweat. My muscles and tendons would hurt or ache. Sometimes my heart was pounding for no apparent reason.

It took 6 months to a year .. but all that ended when I detoxed Candida gradually using probiotics and I can re-pot plants without having sweat attacks and aching muscles.

At the worst point (for months) I could only eat white Basmati rice and drink water - because even herbal teas were causing leaky gut allergic reactions - and yet I was putting on weight. Duh! Even changing from 38 jeans to 40 jeans .. I could not close the button or zip up the zip .. and then it was size 42. I was becoming a little fat Elf !!

I was being careful not to trigger a healing crisis as probiotics detox Candida Albicans as the gut is repopulated with beneficial gut bacteria. Yet! I was gradually losing weight although I was beginning to eat normally again. At first my weight crashed and I seemed to have no strength. Gradually, even size 38 jeans were falling off my hips and I needed belts to make the jeans tighter.

I did not do any diets .. although I did use a gentle colon cleanse. I ate normally.

The weirdest thing was on bad days where I would have a toxic reaction to something I ate and my muscles and tendons would shrink and actually twist .. especially in my hands and fingers. All that ended once my body was able to remove the leaky gut toxins that had spread throughout my body.

What I noticed .. because I carefully observed my own body .. is that the chemical imbalance caused by the fungus / bacteria created what I call body stress. Maybe body-brain stress .. over which I had no control. No matter how calm I remained I was shaking inside as though I had lost my nerve. The fact that I stayed calm shows that I had not lost my nerve .. I hope that makes sense!

Gradually .. over 6 months to a year .. the pain in my knees and joints disappeared. The swelling around my knees disappeared and the weight loss returned to balance. I could eat normally again without putting on any extra weight. I no longer had allergy reactions. I could lift heavy objects without experiencing body stress. I was no longer experiencing extreme night sweats.

The Body Mind Structure
This is why I began to develop my One Body understanding. Before my Candida overgrowth experience and leaky gut experience: If I caught a cold - I would treat the cold. If I got a gut virus I would treat the gut. If I had food poisoning I would treat the food poisoning. Later I began to realise or understand that when the body gets one part sick the whole body is affected and the whole body acts as one to heal.

I have this theory that beneficial probiotic bacteria are not only in the colon .. but probiotic bacteria are all over the body and are an essential component of health and are vital to a healthy immune system. In fact, the probiotic bacteria probably are the immune system!

These undetected healthy bacteria are essential to bones - tendons - muscles - tissue - skin - organs and glands [the glandular system]. Now! I became aware that the first thing to collapse with leaky gut was my whole glandular system. It got so bad at one point that I could feel the glands through my whole body. Sometimes it was painful .. very unpleasant.

Yet! The glands responded first to the daily probiotic intake and then the rest of the body began to put itself back together again. I have this theory that some kind of probiotic liquid is essential to the glands creating pathways for an energetic system .. an interconnected communication system. Maybe healthy body probiotics transmit signals in similar ways to the nervous system. My theory is that stress is the collapse of this subtle inter-body pathway connection (signals).

We think of the brain .. our thoughts and state of the mind when we try to understand stress and stress related illness or harmonic imbalance. I feel that the glandular system is vital to full body relaxation and harmony. Not the brain in the skull .. but the body brain. Because my experience of direct stress and deep anxiety was actually in the body .. it was not in the brain.

The other factor to add to this is that I always had abilities to move energy .. create harmonic peace and calm state using my mind. I discovered with leaky gut and once the glands were compromised that I could not actively use my mind to calm what seemed out of control nervous body stress. I could relax in my mind and remain calm .. but I had to let the body shake out its stress and then it would stop on its own.

I feel that we overlook that the body has a "mindset". Really difficult to explain!

Do probiotics regulate harmonic balance in the entire physical body? I have to think more about this and try to understand in more depth. It is related to Universal principle that the small is the large. The smallest particle regulates the largest particle or organ. Maybe this is moving more towards Homeopathy...

Candida Thyroidism Heart & Glands

All I had to lose .. was my life !!  '-)

- ZenSu

This post is simply my own personal experience .. as I describe it to you .. and is in no way a guide to health or anything like that!! I have unique relationship with my body that is between me [my spirit] and the physical body / incarnation.

That is all it is !!

My whole life I was blessed with good health .. strong vitality and ability to maintain health through my mind and inner transfer of energy. I could quietly heal other people using Pranic long-distance energy healing techniques. If I got a bad flu or a bad stomach bug .. my main healing force was mind / energy as well as herbs and spices.

Then .. one day .. all that changed!

The sudden and total collapse of my health seemed out-of-the-blue... But! Later I understood that the total and dramatic collapse in my bodies health was not really out-of-the-blue! It had been growing in my gut over many years .. and then months .. and then weeks.

I later discovered the source of my health problems was Candida Albicans! That comes later! Let me first describe to you the bizarre symptoms...

The Lowest Point
Be aware that this is a personal description of my own experience(s) .. and that experiences cannot be translated into a general ??? whatever ... The lowest point came totally out of nowhere - or so it appeared to me at the time. I woke up in the early hours of the morning .. heart racing!

I never experienced anything like this in my entire life...
... And .. I thought I was having a heart attack!

My heart was beating right-left / right-left like a small bird in panic .. desperate to leave the area of confinement. I thought I was having a heart attack. I can laugh now .. in hindsight .. but in that moment I called emergency services!

Emergency services came and did some kind of "test" .. nothing was wrong with my heart!

Later down the road no doctor or specialist could explain this bizarre experience .. other than "stress" .. "food allergies" [you cannot heal allergies - you will have to live with this for the rest of your life !!! ] ... Duh!

All I had .. at the end of the day .. was my beloved body [intelligence] and my mind.

"Learn to live with it..." was (for me) NEVER an option...

FEARLESS ...
I was not afraid to die... I am not afraid of death... Therefore, I began to search for SOLUTIONS. Why not! I had nothing to lose! So, what were my symptoms? I was always vegeterian (25 years) .. but all I could eat without having severe food allergy reactions was: white basmati rice and kefir (probiotics).

Any kind of fruit or vegetable would - within hours - create a sever gut / colon or severe skin allergy reaction. But worse than that were the collective body symptoms! I gained weight .. every gland in my body hurt .. I knew the location of every gland due to the associated pain.

My neck was swollen .. my glands were swollen .. there was pressure in and behind my eyes .. my eyesight was deteriorating [get the picture .. this was effecting my whole body] .. brain fog .. nervousness .. night-sweats .. shivering .. too much heat then loss of body heat [what the f#ck ??].

Heart rate too fast .. heart rate too slow ?? Joint pain .. extreme fatique .. I could hardly walk... symptoms changed and exchanged every day. One day good .. one day bad. Weight gain and then extreme weight loss. My arms seemed as thin as the bones inside my arms. I never lost faith in my body intelligence.

Be aware .. this is simply my own personal experience.

I learned to love .. trust and respect my body .. to show respect! To listen!

At the worst period my throat was swollen .. my energy was low .. my heart was racing .. my glands were painful .. my digestion was severely compromised .. I was rapidly gaining weight and rapidly losing weight .. I was having anxiety attacks .. chills and night sweats .. sudden fatigue .. digestive disorders and constipation .. irregular heartbeat .. gas and abdominal bloating .. ringing in the ears .. pain in the joints .. swelling in joints of the hands .. could it get much worse ?? ...

Since I was a kid I taught myself healing techniques of food - herbs and Qi / Pranic energy healing .. but this was new body phenomenon of multiple symptoms... I did research and I found this comprehensive site: Candida Free .. listing all my unable to diagnose many bizarre symptoms... I really had nothing left to lose .. other than my life !!

I had many years of knowledge researching problems with the gut / intestines and testing out different theories: Living Foods .. Dr. Norman Walker [Death Lies In The Colon] .. Dr. Ann Wigmore .. Hulda Clark .. Mantak Chia .. Maria Treben... Those are the basics!

Healthy Probiotic Gut Bacteria
Once I encountered information on Candida Albicans overgrowth inside the colon and related fungal [toxic / acidic] growth in the colon with the resulting dangers of acidic bacterial infection and loss of friendly probiotic colon bacteria .. I began testing out my alternatives.

My test was to order Threelac probiotics .. although later I began to cultivate my own Kefir grains .. that I find many times more effective in growing and supporting healthy colon friendly probiotic bacteria [I eat the self-grown / self cultivated Kefir grains as well as sometimes drink the Kefir milk].

Before I discovered probiotic Kefir grains I used Threelac for 3 months .. 6 months .. 1 year .. 1 and a half years .. 2 years. In the first three months of my experiment many of my "symptoms" decreased or completely disappeared. Between 6 months to 1 year all skin and digestion / food allergies disappeared.

Pressure in the eyes .. swollen eyes reduced within 6-12 months using probiotics.

Food allergies were .. in my personal experience 100% reduced within 1 year of probiotic activation of the gut and colon. I also noticed that the glands returned to normal. I no longer had these extreme glandular swellings / pains where I was aware of every gland in my body = under the arms .. breasts .. joints .. hips .. kidneys .. throat.

Nervous Anxiety !!
There was never a point in my life where I could not deal with nervous anxiety! I was from childhood a calm child .. and this Buddha like calm continued throughout my life until my internal nerves went berserk and chaotic - with no apparent logic to the anxiety meltdown(s).

At the worst point I could not sleep peacefully .. and you have to understand that sleep has always been one of my relaxed primary functions. I would waken with painful glands .. rapid beating heart .. muscle cramps and general anxiety.

Why would my body no longer respond to my calm mind intelligence meditation?

I tell you why .. from my own experience .. because probiotic bacteria are an absolute ESSENTIAL interface between bodies physical existence - energy - chi - mind and physical biological health. The ancient Qi Masters of never had this problem .. because they lived in times of physical purity.

Healthy probiotic bacteria are in the stomach .. in the gut / colon .. are in the blood .. skin .. bones .. nerves .. organs .. glands .. heart .. tissues .. muscles .. tendons .. bones .. bone marrow .. brain tissues .. and fluids of the entire body.

I tested the probiotics and I also drank ESSIAC tea - to cleanse out the glandular system.

The results were: No more food / skin allergies .. no more dramatic weight gain / weight loss .. no more swelling / glandular pain .. no more night sweats .. no more rapid beating heart .. no more fatigue .. sleep loss .. breast .. joint and hip pain. No more anxiety and no more bizarre mood swings!

This is simply my own personal experience !!
My own personal / experience / relationship with my body...

I think: I am not afraid! I think: I am prepared to give everything for my body! We live and die together. We were born into physical life together and we come to the end of physical life together. There also has to be some form of compassion towards the fragile physical body from the incarnate spirit.

So, I feel the love and I cultivate the love...

I am grateful to the body-mind intelligence for guidance .. out of which health was created. My heart .. my glandular system .. my colon .. gut .. nerves and even my bones were melting under this mysterious internal acidic-toxic reaction.

In my case this was Candida fungus overgrowth and leaky gut .. where the highly acidic fungi .. yeast .. mold and Candida created toxins that took out the natural function of my glands .. blood .. organs .. colon!

After 6 months to a year of gently adding probiotic bacteria into my colon the internal pressure to my eyes decreased .. my glands were no longer painful and swollen .. my fatigue was gone .. irregular heartbeats returned to normal .. muscle and tendon pains / aches disappeared.

Everything the doctors told me I had to LEARN TO LIVE WITH were GONE !!

And .. to my BODY...
Thank you so much! I thank you from my HEART! Thank you for protecting me!

Three Forces - Heart Lungs & Qi

AIKI is the marvelous functioning of breath.

Secret Teachings of AIKIDO
Morihei Ueshiba

Breath Connects Matter & Spirit

At last this new set of drawings are coming together .. this is so exciting! I always wanted to draw arms - as I did in the first picture. Those later drawings did not work .. because the first drawing was a template! I had to follow the signature of the drawings as they developed. I could understand everything other than the two right and left forms where the arms should be.

Those are the lungs! Breath!

The lower (upward moving) harmonic life force is breath combining with Qi at the navel. The lungs [combining with Heart] are the wings of the heart. You have a central combination of five forces: The foundation of the Mind. The way the five forces interact affects the mind - just as the mind affects the balance of the five forces.

The mind exists before the genes and DNA combine and re-combine. Therefore, man is in a continual state of growth and re-growth .. transformation and change. Thought sees the genetic code as static = IT FORMS like building a stone house. The human genetic code is anything but fixed.

As technology advanced the designers and technicians were able to build aircraft using auto-pilot! However, auto-pilot and auto-navigation already exists within the human being. Humans have an in-built auto-pilot system that takes care of them until the point where a human can take the reigns and direct their journey on the path of life.

When I was a very small child [like four years old] .. tall energy beings came to me in the garden under the trees .. and they said to me: You are not going to live on auto-pilot. We will teach you! Do EXACTLY what we say!

To some of you who desire "freedom of choice" .. that last one might sound a bit rough. "Do EXACTLY what we say!" The problem is that we humans are not born in an awakened state .. that exists on other Planets and Dimensions. Once auto-pilot is switched off one needs some level of "guidance".

We then begin to understand how to use the inner navigational compass.

Life is a multidimensional co-operation between forces and living forms [physical existence]. Take breathing .. which we do every day. We all rely on that breath for life / existence! The breath supports every action we do from birth to death and beyond.

Breathing is so subtle we do not notice that we are breathing! We only become aware of breathing when something hurts or the lungs get sick... Something so vitally important to our day to day existence [also during sleep] .. is so gentle and almost invisible to our awareness.

Three Forces - Heart Lungs & Qi
The western material sciences simply imagine that the lungs breath physical air .. while the eastern sciences have said humans breath Qi - Prana - Life Force. From the new series of drawings I would say that the Qi outside the body is compatible with the dynamic Qi stored inside the body - that supports all life functions.

Morihei Ueshiba .. the founder of AIKIDO .. said that with right state of mind (harmony) humans can breathe Universal Qi - coming into contact with compassionate wisdom [my interpretation]. The first small step of compassionate awareness is already manifest inside you in the form of your breath. You are breathing every day and the force is so gentle you hardly notice its power.

Humans need water and food .. but they first need breath / breathing to find the food .. eat the food .. drink the water .. digest the food .. water detoxifies the body [that requires breath]. Really, the heart is also breathing! But! By the time the breath enters the heart chambers it has been converted to a more subtle Qi.

The heart is an energy converter.

The first principle of physical existence is breath .. Qi .. then comes water and food (energy). I think there is a subtle difference between Qi and energy. I could be wrong? I think that the body first needs Qi to convert energy so that the body can function.

Trees are powerful Masters of Qi... They reach into the sky like external branches of lungs. Trees are transformers of Qi. Their roots are the lungs of the earth and their branches are the lungs of the sky.

We humans are really Qi resonators! Transforming planetary life force in terms of this free-energy charge and then later comes the water and the food .. and shelter / keeping warm. The free-energy principle is the Qi .. then we internally transform the external Qi into all the cells of the body to maintain life (charge).

I would say that MIND is the force that directs Qi.

The physical cells of the body are also internal cells of mind [body-mind]. The physical cells and their functions are both mind and body. This is why so much of what takes place within the body is happening on its own at root level. The cells and organs know what to do to function. You do not have to THINK to move your arms and your legs .. muscles and tendons. You just move!

Mind energy and Qi have to be part of one force .. they also communicate and have compatible frequencies. Mind can consciously direct Qi within as well as around the body [energy field]. As easily as your physical body can interact with and manipulate the surrounding physical world .. the mind can interact with - direct and move Qi.

The lungs breathe? Right? Internal air pump and extractor!

Meditate and go inside your lungs .. inside your breath .. listen .. observe .. feel each breath. You may see the life force inside the lungs that never leaves. A force that remains through the in-breath and the out-breath. It can happen that as you listen to the lungs breathing you end up in your mind (the brain) without knowing how or why.

The next factor of One Body may be: The Energy of Movement!

Healing The Body-Brain Signature

"Human beings are born with a finite amount of energy,” don Juan said, “an energy that is systematically deployed, beginning at the moment of birth, in order that it may be used most advantageously by the modality of the time..."

"The modality of the time is the precise bundle of energy fields being perceived..."

"I believe man’s perception has changed through the ages. The actual time decides the mode; the time decides which precise bundle of energy fields, out of an incalculable number, are to be used. And handling the modality of the time— those few, selected energy fields— takes all our available energy, leaving us nothing that would help us use any of the other energy fields."

The Power of Silence - Carlos Castaneda

Zen Qi

It often takes me weeks (sometimes months) to write in words what I see .. really what I am shown. First comes the energy - or the Qi... Then comes a visual concept in energy form that I can only draw with silent mind. So, the drawing already exists in energy form and the mind can see that "energy pictograph" .. and then the mind without image(s) can put that signature onto paper.

This signature is new to me .. and the drawing is a little more refined .. but is not as refined as I want it to be. However, it does begin to convey the essence of this new information. The scanner magnifies / thickens the lines .. never mind !!

The body-mind .. as we now come into 2014 .. things may get much more turbulent in the world around us and also in the inner world. But it is a challenge! Outer circumstances are not the key factors when incarnate in physical material form. The key factor is the inner circumstance manifest as mind within physical form.

What is the first thing we do as children? For some reason we focus outside - and very quickly I WANT forms... The earliest connection to the material world of the child's mind is: I want! Be aware .. first the mind signature forms and then the physical follows (grows around) the mind and the inner attitudes.

Western science claims that experience forms the character of human beings and that genetics play a major role in how humans respond to outer experiences. However, western science seems to be all about not taking responsibility for the inner signature that defines how we behave towards the world and towards Nature and the Planet we live on.

In reality .. the mind forms before the genetics! Human science is so obsessed with the physical manifestation they cannot see the subtle background out of which all physical existence grows. In other words: You do not have physical existence - physical bodies - without mind! One could say the body grows around the mind (intent). But! That is moving onto higher Zen Principles of being '-)

Higher Mind = Energy
After the 2nd World War there was a growing hunger for Esoteric Sciences and a renewed search for Higher Mind or Enlightenment. The West dug into the ancient knowledge of the East to try and find an answer to their growing appetite for self-destruction.

Looking for personal enlightenment is a misunderstanding of the most ancient teachings of the Masters. Some of the most disturbed people I have met in my life were seeking personal enlightenment .. and most of them were extremely wealthy individuals. Maybe all of them??

One day .. I was climbing zig-zag on a high mountain pass (alone) .. I came to a high point where a few scattered pine trees grew high on the path across the side of the mountain. I was climbing slowly around boulders when suddenly I felt a very strong presence. It was a deep presence of peace .. of silence .. and of deep mediation.

Right above me .. sitting quietly on the branch of a pine tree at the side of the path .. was a large black crow. I did not need to look around .. I simply looked straight at the crow as soon as I felt the presence. This crow was pretty old and had an extraordinary powerful energy signature.

The crow had been watching me make my way across the high mountain path.

As I looked up - in awe - at the bird... The crow was observing me with such compassion. I had a profound feeling inside of me .. almost as though the crow and I were destined to meet. Almost as though the crow was sitting there waiting for me to appear on the path. Almost as though I was climbing the path just to meet this bird and experience this extraordinary moment.

We looked at each other for a long time and then I slowly moved on across the path leaving the crow sitting silently on the pine tree .. watching me. That moment not only changed my life .. it transformed my life.

Mind is energy!

The problems we humans have is not enlightenment or no-enlightenment .. the problems are simply how we use energy and the loss of energy. Focus on the physical material world is a black hole for energy. You cannot focus nor indulge in the physical material world and accumulate energy. The more energy you lose the more you lose your mind.

The 2013 Snake Year has been transformative in and of itself .. but the Snake Year has not been an easy passage. Snake energies are challenging and they are a karmic window in which we see ourselves and where our actions affect us far into the future. We reap what we sow.

Healing The Body-Brain Signature
I am not totally understanding this drawing .. but I kind of understand it! The physical body is not the dominant factor in Earth Incarnations. The genes do not form outside of the energy/mind. The DNA are not fixed forms .. the DNA are designed to change and transform in relation to mind/spirit. The incarnate spirit re-designs the genetic code and the DNA as the body grows from childhood into adult form.

There are two ways to lose vital energy [life-force] .. either through excessive indulgence or through obsessive self-denial. This would be explained as being either excessive yin or excessive yang. The yin is out of balance or the yang is out of balance. But! What is the driving force? The MIND!

It is my feeling that yin and yang are most strongly aligned with the mind and with inner state of mind! Which comes first? Which is primary? Energy or mind? I think the signature of this drawing is an attempt to convey mind-energy-body as one principle. The heart is very important .. the Qi is very important .. energy signature is important and the mind is outside the body.

Healing the body-brain signature may be heart-energy-body interacting with mind .. where mind is similar to spiritual or cosmic internet [connection]. If you look carefully .. in the drawing you have three forces interacting in multiple ways! The lower and the side forces .. the central forces and the side and higher force. Even the central and the higher force [mind].

The next dynamic principle shown to me is that we do not SEE the outer world as a reality separate from ourselves... We SEE ourselves reflected in the outer world [like a mirror]. I do not mean self-image or ego-self .. I mean something much more fundamental and pure. No matter how out of balance we may be - we are always interacting INTIMATELY with ourselves. Our relationship with the outer world is really our relationship with ourselves.

When you have good relationship with yourself you are going to heal the world.

The simplest and most important energy accumulator is gratitude. When we inwardly silently express gratitude [especially in negative or bad situations] .. this inner-energy signature affects the frequency of the body as well as effecting and transforming the genetic structure of the body-mind.

"Thank you so much! I thank you from my heart!" Gratitude!

Very simple - but powerful inner Zen Qi ...