Beyond Control - Inner Power

The mundane world may assume that "Being Aloof" is selfish
Understanding this is the muscle power of the mind and psyche
If we do not see "The Challenge" and remain aloof
we cannot build the Inner Power

We are programmed from childhood to inhabit an emotional arena within an inner pond of reactions and RE ACTIONs. Events good or bad drop mass [like pebbles] into this pond of the mind and the reactions disturb the surface mind like ripples in a pond. As long as nothing bad is happening we can paddle around being "happy" little ducks in the pond.

I have a little yellow plastic duck to send to my friends that I was given when doing a car wash! I chose the pirate duck. All the other plastic ducks were cute and friendly .. but the pirate duck has a sword he can use. This duck is symbolic of a happy little guy who has power and can take action.

Just a funny co-incidence in timing!

Like a little duck we paddle around in A small pool of consciousness where we think we have control of our emotions. Then a wave of life hits us [our mind] and the little duck gets tossed around into other emotions = inner reactions. It took the Guidance many years to teach me that empathy without internal reactions is more powerful way to meet challenges of life.

When the mass hits the surface of consciousness and we experience the ripples moving out from the center of mass [any event] .. there can be empathy without reactions. This empathy comes from a deeper pool of inner consciousness that is never disturbed by the surface ripple effect of mass.

When I say mass .. there is a bending effect in space-time where invisible and visible mass curve the surface of the field that holds together a Galaxy. Under the surface of that field is a deeper consciousness that is not effected and that silently holds together all that takes place on the surface.

In this respect the Universe can never end or be destroyed as science tries to imagine .. because the underlying force holding everything together is never touched by the movement and activities of mass: The bending of space-time.

Let's call this the: Pirate Duck Theory of Space-Time

When you apply AIKIDO to the mind .. the "sword" [underlying structure] are the bones [human skeletal structure]. The human is the form of the skeletal structure of bones and skull. The depth of field [support] is hidden in the bones. There you have a form of higher consciousness.

You cannot attach any personality [of self] to the skeletal structure. At the same time SELF cannot exist without the skeletal structure and skull. Although the opposite is true and the human skeleton is life = it is the foundation of life .. the non-incarnating religions made the human skeleton a symbol of fear [death].

Let me make something clear! Deep within the layers of galactic fields is a skeleton. Underlying the Galaxies is a deeper form or skeletal structure beyond our technological ability to detect. Rather than looking for some "god particle" they should be looking for the galactic skeleton(s).

The key is not to CONTROL the EMOTIONS .. but the key is to move beyond the emotions to another level. Because .. if you control the emotions you are still touching them to have to control them. Anything you seek to control means to touch and be part of whatever you seek control over.

Take a little Chinese cup filled with water and drop rice grains into the cup. You have to be looking at the right angle to see the surface tension ripple effect. This is actually a lot of fun... I think I created a new form of Zen Meditation ?? watching the effect quietens the mind.

Depending on how close you are to the water the effect changes .. but one thing does not change! The water always becomes calm... Inside the human mind is a deeper awareness that is not affected by mass hitting the surface layer and that deeper awareness always returns calm balance to the whole mind.

I have a sense of humor and I like to present ideas in new ways. In the middle of the humor are serious concepts of human awareness and human transformation. Within this area of study I do not divide the elite from the masses .. because .. the head of the horse and the body of the horse are the same PHENOMENON...

Beyond Control - Inner Power
I began writing this dialogue on October 11 .. but maybe I began writing this dialogue [as a time traveler] BEFORE I was born ?? You have to be able to know who you are as well as knowing your location = where you are. Beyond control [Inner Power] equals who you are divided by where you are [in time and space].

If you are serious student of Inner AIKIDO you want to know who you are within space time. What I mean to say is that soul-spirit time traveling through space time cannot simply know where they are in terms of social .. cultural and the ever changing political environment. The KEY is to know who you are and why ...

Beyond control: Space-time is both the inner and outer continuum.

INNER [space] navigates OUTER [space].

Inner space [intelligence] navigates the outer environment according to its own principles and inner levels of experience and incarnations. When you inwardly align your incarnate inner space to the outer shifting chaotic outer space all you get is a sharp bounce-back .. like an echo.

The problem of worlds and societies is that we use our inner radar in the wrong way. We [incarnate humans] are not born on Earth to adapt to the local currency = ways of behavior(s). We are born as Planet Consciousness within ourselves. We are connected to the consciousness of the Planet.

Control Is Fear
You cannot look outside and think what all the other people do in society .. Inner AIKIDO mind is about Inner Self Balance = AWARENESS. No one can just give you awareness .. not even your own spiritual guides and Masters. You have to be giving yourself GUIDANCE and SENSITIVITY and LOVE.

Desire to control is fear.

When planetary societies invest their entire energies into control [fear] they create a certain path that leads them to their own destruction. WHY ?? Because fear leads back in a circle to fear where the fear eats its own tail. You reap what you sow.

Inner Martial Arts Masters do not internally interact with society and the emotional political agendas. Your OPINION ?? is .. IRRELEVANT = total waste of energy. When you inwardly understand your own journey across space time what is an OPINION?

Maybe much more important than physical Martial Arts is Internal [silent] Inner Martial Arts. This is not only about one lifetime. The Martial Arts is not one lifetime. It is accumulation of ENERGY.

When you promote control and when you promote fear you restrict energy..

Inner power has nothing to do with outer power, Desire for outer control has no relation to inner power or inner discipline. As was taught to Earth humans according to the laws of Nature. No one CONTROLS the birds !! All the birds large and small do their own thing. But .. the birds do not offend anyone!

Incarnate time travelers apply this principle...

Awareness

In the last post I was talking about not wanting the responsibility of certain kind of mass psychic tsunami .. but I think responsibility is the wrong word. This drawing is more accurate presentation.

I dream of three tsunamis in my life: As a child I had dreams of tsunamis so big they covered mountains. A few years ago I had a dream that I was in an alternative Indonesia similar to this Timeline. That tsunami flooded into a narrow mountain inlet and everyone just swim in the water like dolphins.

Before the Blood Moon Eclipse I had a dream I was on a seashore where I saw the ocean suddenly leave [sucked out so fast] and people shouted run run .. and I ran [in the dream] .. just as suddenly the water came flooding back into the shore. It was so devastating .. then I woke up.

What do I mean to say about responsibility?

Responsibility is something different than corporations and banks and institutions who are bigger than their ability to balance and grow in natural ways. One personal example: When I interact with Invisible Worlds only a small number of beings teach me at one time even though those beings are very powerful. Much more powerful than humans.

In a way I am talking about a man-made tsunami of power .. where the power effect is more dangerous and destructive than the people who attempt to manage or control the power. When you have a seemingly powerful organisation .. you think that the individuals are in control or manage this excessive power.

They have no control.

When the overpowering wave hits back on excessive mass power no one understands the natural laws of balance and harmony. To understand those laws you would have to observe mountains or 2000 year old trees. To make this clear .. imagine what would happen if a tree grew so high and so gigantic that the tree ended up in space. It is not going to happen!

In my last post I said things the wrong way round. I am the way I am because I TAKE RESPONSIBILITY for who I am. This means I wish to follow the natural laws of Nature and the laws of the Universe: Harmony and balance. One has to observe Nature to really understand what I am trying to convey.

Awareness Is Key To Harmony & Balance
The drawing I made shows in more depth beyond anything I can write in words. The drawing looks so simple .. but in reality the pictogram is VERY COMPLEX. Simply .. to develop this part of your brain all you have to do [is very simple] is to look at Nature in a relaxed way.

Observe the Nature around you without thought or reaction.

I give you an example .. when I go into town I pay attention to the trees and also to the tiny weeds growing micro between the cracks of concrete. I watch the pigeons and the small sparrows. No one looks at or pays attention to the little sparrows. If you pay attention you see amazing things. They eat tiny grass seeds.

There are so many variations for people to be aware in a silent non-rational way. Just silent mind. To be aware of and observe light and color .. texture [concrete / walls] .. the flow of people .. sound .. atmosphere .. air flows. I tried to show this in my drawing. The inner awareness within man.

Human mind is born into physical incarnation lifetime after lifetime. This means the incarnate ability to deal with "choice" .. or to understand that there is awareness beyond choice. People who cheat and lie think they have a choice = seeking personal advantage. Beyond choice is the power of AWARENESS.

The bigger you are the less you see in life ...

How can responsibility extend beyond the harmonic field? To understand this you have to consider how Nature works. What is the harmonic field of nutrients or bacteria? What is the harmonic field of a tree or a mountain. There is the harmonic field of the Earth. There is also the harmonic field of the Sun.

The harmonic field of the Sun nourishes all Solar System Planets.

Humans are not the Sun .. humans are smaller than trees! This means understanding the power and ability given to humans just like the nature of abilities given to plants and animals. Be aware that plants and animals nourish humans! How can you feel superior to any life source that you depend on to nourish you?

My Encounter With The Bird
I came out of my apartment into the hallway [I always use peripheral vision] .. and I saw a large energy field object from the corner of my eye. The energy field was magnified and moving some distance from me.

The tiny bird trapped inside the hallway was a tufted titmouse [I had to research that one]. The tiny bird immediately caught my field of vision like a magnified holographic computer screen [out of nowhere].

This bird was over in the corner of the hallway with its head tucked into the wing. When I tried to pick it up the bird was so fast it flew up to the window frame and held onto the frame. How did that bird so perfectly fly and in a nano-second hold onto the inner glass edge of the window?

I tried again and the tiny bird moved quickly out of my reach.

If I did not have INTELLIGENT CO-OPERATION at this point I could not have caught the bird to take it outside. I looked at the tiny bird and the tiny bird looked at me. I seriously needed the bird's co-operation. I talked to the bird but at the same time I was aware of a super beyond speed-of-light brain to brain communication.

This is what I mean: BEYOND CHOICE.

I became a passenger in my own mind and body. The bird allowed my hands to take it down from the frame and carry it downstairs and outside to the grass where I could let it fly away. I tried to show this deeper process in the drawing. I was observing a larger deeper process of which I was a small part of that process.

Earth humans are the tiny small bird in the hands of AWARENESS.

Protective Field: Inner Mind Harmony

The mind incarnates lifetime after lifetime ...

I drew this picture / pictograph many weeks ago .. but I did not know what words to write and in which way to write the words.

Using language can or must also be an art form .. not only a means of ego-self expression.

Ego self can use language to promote its own internal [self] agendas associated with its internal self-image. Why do we seek to influence other? This is the root nature of ego self To manipulate is a symptom of the insecure structure of self-image in its most primitive state.

How The Mind Incarnates
People say the spirit or soul reincarnates in physical material dimensions to learn [about itself] and intensify its own true nature. The people get drawn to identity of self-power .. which is itself a form of fear.

You have to look at this phenomenon like yin / yang where there is desire for power manifest in self that has a hidden element like a seed waiting to germinate. This is how the balance of events was designed.

Physical life in all its levels [where there is no high and low] is basically an INITIATION. Physical life is designed as SELF-INITIATION. Essentially one initiates oneself at all levels of self awareness throughout each journey of physical incarnation.

This is why I am happy for small number of people to be interested to read what I write on my Blogs .. because I do not really want the attention or the responsibility beyond genuine interest. If my friends get sick I feel the responsibility: What if I cannot help them?

Actually .. that feeling is essential to find the sensitivity to help people.

When I was experiencing problems with digestion and colon and leaky gut that no professional doctor was aware of or understood anything to do with the complex symptoms. All the specialist doctors KNEW the answers or non-answers to symptoms they essentially did not understand.

Those who KNOW .. they tell you to ACCEPT that you have symptoms you are NEVER going to cure because it is part of life and aging. Like blistering allergy reactions on the surface of the skin that allergy specialists describe as: You now have to learn to live with it #_#

THAT is an INSULT to my body and body intelligence !!

When you know all the set answers .. you actually know NOTHING! The point I am trying to get to is that it is the MIND that incarnates lifetime after lifetime. The mind inhabits the physical body .. and the journey begins from there.

The mind is also in itself a vehicle for some kind of spirit pilot.

So .. you have the physical body [the vehicle] .. you have the mind [hard drive / software] .. you could say the mind is the Operating System. Then you have the third factor: The pilot. Going back it is important to understand that the MIND is a key fundamental aspect of each incarnation.

In a way you could say that the level of internal Operating System [the mind] depends on ones level of INITIATION or AWARENESS. I have to write about this in more detail .. but the SPIRIT has to work with each level of Mind / Operating System that it is capable of using.

The key System Interface is AWARENESS.

Contained within the GRATITUDE drawing is the imbalance we have in the World on Earth today. On one level people who make decisions [are drawn to power] generally use the tactic of bullying and mobbing. This behavior is rooted in fear.

The small number of people who have the deepest [hidden] fear drive associated people into that same state through bullying [mind control] .. and they together direct this force at anyone who challenges them or threatens their power base [their inherent behavior patterns].

That is how they do business on all levels of society.

The essential problem is that the general base awareness in general create this ego-based fear-based shared state of mind = this is actually a DOOR of INITIATION to be passed through and to be overcome using the inner mind resources of AWARENESS.

The negative mind control pyramid [I did not draw it too well] actually rebounds the negativity in a triangular vortex back to the source of that mindset. When you are using that mindset .. you are not going to get anywhere. All you are going to get is the triple density [karmically] rebounding back.

How Gratitude Protects The Mind
I have been in situations of my life that have not been funny... Occasions where I had no money and no food. One was caused by illegal activity of banking institutions that I was lucky to survive. I was really pissed off and in a negative state of mind.

When the Guidance said to me: Be GRATEFUL #_+ I was totally stunned and could not believe what I was hearing! After having a five minute hissy fit .. I decided to try to BE GRATEFUL. I admit it was [at first] not easy to do. When you are in a crisis .. being grateful is not the FIRST thing that comes to mind!

This phenomenon is shown in the drawing .. gratitude / self-awareness .. and it works. This is where the incarnate mind [Operating System] comes into effect. You can get angry .. you can get sorrows or fear. You can also bring peace to the mind that is much more effective.

People who are selfish .. working for ego-self .. cannot bring this peace to the mind. This is what I mean by INITIATION. Gratitude demands a total change of the state of the incarnate mind and an upgrade of the inner Operating System.

I put off writing this post for a number of weeks .. as I was not sure how to share this with people. Two really strange things happened today [I have to film the Eclipse of the Moon later]. I had to save a tiny bird trapped in the hall .. that is a story all on its own .. and later someone stopped me thinking I was a famous personality [seriously].

These experiences were two opposites that led to me finally writing this post.

One the tiny bird level I had to situate my internal energy to convince the bird I was not a threat. That bird was so fast I could not catch it in my hands to take it outside to bird safety land. A few minutes later probably the same energy cause the human reaction of: ARE YOU SOMEBODY FAMOUS / KNOWN.

Do you understand the different reactions of the tiny bird and the human ??

You Are Fighting Yourself

I wanted to write about hybrid Earth humans that is the REAL issue of so-called 'Disclosure'. Instead I find myself walking in a forest of Martial Arts and all of it is related. I tell you this to show you that we cannot take a straight path .. but that we have to move in fluid motion. This also includes the movement of the psyche.

I have no idea how I came to this video: Kung Fu Quest - Praying Mantis. It just happened... The video appeared out of street food search but in relation to something I was learning [that is kind of strange].

I have the ability to interact with Masters Across Time. They know what I can do and what I cannot do. For example .. I am a small woman and I do not want to hurt anyone [even if they attack me]. When in danger a force surrounds me that is very dangerous. Even if people attack me psychologically .. I still do not want to harm them directly.

Everyone thinks that POWER is the ability to directly harm someone. This is not true power. People .. friends .. family .. politicians .. institutions .. nations when they are hurt hit back at each other from the small to the large. This behaviour .. this action is not POWER. Human beings are very petty. We hurt ourselves most of all.

Even if someone attacks me I do not want to hurt them because I hurt myself.

All the people hurting each other hurt themselves. All the politicians hurting others hurt themselves. All the institutions hurting others hurt themselves. All the countries hurting each other hurt themselves. Around and around it goes from the smallest levels to the largest levels .. but both small and large are one and the same.

The Buddhists call this karma: What you send out comes back. Each one of us is directly responsible for who we are .. for what we send out and for what comes back to us. We are fighting ourselves. This is the key to all Martial Arts. Some people may think Karate Do is violent .. but it is not violent. Karate is not intended for violence.

If someone attacks you and you fight back then you can also break their nose or do some kind of serious harm to them if you are not trained in a Martial Arts Discipline. When you know how to defeat an attacker without using violence then you can reduce the harm you do to your opponent.

Most people go for the face when attacked [males] .. but the Masters said to me as I was teaching myself: The inner thighs .. the outer thighs are more sensitive. The knees are more vulnerable. The lower legs [ankles] are vulnerable in terms of balance. The same laws apply psychologically and on other levels.

You do not have to totally destroy an opponent in order to establish non-violent balance.

In the Praying Mantis video @ 44:04 he says: In the process you are wrestling with yourself. I realised that all Martial Arts is fighting with ourselves. This is a very powerful form of self-realisation. The Master does not want to use external power .. but to use internal power. Because external power can do a lot of harm to your opponent .. but internal power can stop the attack without doing terrible harm.

Learning to use the vital points in the Martial Arts is not brutal or ruthless because it can end a confrontation using the least amount of force. The reason our societies do not learn or apply these rules are because of the laws of application. There has to be respect. There has to be honour. Brutality has no place. You cannot just behave any way you want. You cannot just crush your opponent.

This basic Martial Arts principle is so subtle that very few people today understand this. Those of you who practice the Martial Arts will know exactly what I am saying here. Even when you practice alone [most especially] you are fighting yourself. Maybe less obvious is when you fight with someone. It is the same: You fight yourself.

This rule or basic law applies to everything we do in life. It applies to politics .. governments .. institutions and world powers. We collectively become the energy we put [send] out. So how does one defend oneself against these kinds of self-destructive energies?

Well .. stay true to the higher laws!

Not only stay true to the higher laws .. but apply them directly. The Martial Arts came through very brutal times. Hitting the vital points was not brutal or ruthless. What do you want to do? Break someones nose? Break someones back? Kill them? Ultimately the Martial Arts were not about killing someone.

The Martial Arts are not about defeating someone. Destroying your opponent. Breaking the back of a Nation. Crushing those people who do not agree with your principles. Using force in these ways is not destroying the other but is self-destructive. I will inherit what I do to others. It all comes back full circle in one way or another.

True martial Arts is a form of Compassion.

What is internal power? When you think you only hit an outside force .. this is actually an illusion. The Masters taught me both psychologically and physically that all actions have internal [not external] influence. THAT is true karma. People may think karma is something they have to face in the NEXT life .. but in reality karma is inside us now.

According To Our Nature
I learn first that the strength and flexibility of the hips or flexibility and strength of the diaphragm is essential to Praying Mantis Kung Fu. Then I later understand that this applies to all forms of Martial Arts practice. For a long long time the Masters have been trying to teach me that ACCORDING TO MY NATURE what is close to my body is strong.

In ancient past lives we had to fight very close to our bodies and not in any way similar to this world today. Everything was immediate and very close. There were no big long movements. The energy .. the art of war was very close. The same psychic principle applies today.

Physical reality today is based on hitting hard at a distance... Psychic reality is always very close to the body [to the mind]. According to our nature has nothing to do with being male or female. Even if I am male energy movement close to my body is a strength for me. Long movements are not strong.

When we learn we have to learn about ourselves...
To be true to our own nature!

Push And Shove ...

Knowing others is intelligence,
knowing yourself is true wisdom.
- Lao-Tzu

From the smallest interaction of people in all areas of society to the [apparently] biggest and most powerful institutions: All is the action of human nature. All human actions .. those that appear small and those that appear big .. are the actions of [small] human nature.

One example is bullying [pushing others around] to get a reaction. Individuals .. Institutions and Governments all use this tactic to achieve their aims. I will now share with you the subtle difference between intelligence and wisdom.

Cunning intellect [intelligence] can be used by individuals / Institutions to bully = put pressure on others to get their own way. Wisdom is how you observe and understand this collective behaviour. You can stand and look at the train head on .. or you can calmly step off the track and observe the train rushing past you at high-speed.

What is the difference between intelligence and wisdom?
The difference is timing.

Many years ago I was semi-trapped in a situation where all combined forces were attempting to convince my inner state of mind that I was standing on the track and they were going to hit me. I discovered that how you look at [observe] the situation changes the energy and the outcome.

This may sound simple .. but is difficult to apply in real world face-to-face ongoing situations. The reason silent observing over longer periods changes the energy and effortlessly alters physical events is to do with the true nature of energy.

Not only are we living within body sized electrical fields .. but we are connected to ever larger electrical fields including mind / psyche [shared psyche]. When everyone around us is applying and using short push-and-shove energy .. we automatically react [short term] and we push against that incoming force.

When I was learning to deal with these kinds of push and shove fields .. I first had to learn about myself. That was VERY HARD to do in the middle of daily reactions. Usually we go somewhere quiet and peaceful to learn about ourselves and we react like everyone else in the noise of every day human activity.

One reason every human behaves the same is because it is really hard work to learn [teach yourself] not to react and to apply a totally different kind of energy. Not the short term energy response .. but to apply the long term energy response.

It is not easy to suspend judgement and gain inner wisdom over longer periods when we have to 'suffer' push and shove .. push and shove .. and in that environment all we have is what is inside us. This is not an easy discovery to make. To apply: The Art of Inner [Energy] Deflection.

If someone pushes you .. even if you do not push back .. you still react inwardly.

There is one thing people do not pay attention to that is the most important thing. This behaviour of push and shove [by its own nature] is and always will be SHORT TERM. If you use that push energy you have to keep pushing and pushing and pushing. Its nature holds to [rotates within] a very short loop.

Over time .. everyone gets exhausted...

Because everyone gets exhausted .. this is why you see periods of 'peace' .. until the pushing and shoving begins again. Either in the office .. or internationally. Also because this is an excessive [yang] solar male activity that currently rules our world and rules our everyday behaviour.

I have Invisible Guides who taught me what I have just shared with you .. but they said to me: You have to teach yourself. Only you can do the work to discover this new energy that no one on this Planet understands except for a very small number of quiet people who apply this energy and say nothing.

That is its true nature: You apply it and say nothing!

But! Where do you apply it? This is the difficult part for us humans... You apply it to yourself and your own behaviour. We are currently programmed to focus on and respond to the EXTERNAL world. In that world you push and you shove and that world pushes and shoves you. It is so tiring because it is non-stop short attention span. An endless series of chess moves and then you start a new game.

All behaviour in the world is the collective result of the nature of humans.

The next problem for the short attention span reaction is that the slower [deeper] energy can take years before you understand and manifest your dreams. Sometimes understanding can take weeks .. sometimes take months and eventually years. The problem is that most modern humans see life as a one-arm-bandit = three lemons or three oranges.

You pull the arm .. you want the result! You pull the arm .. you want the result!

Push and shove! Shove and push! Are both the same energy. You get pushed .. you push back. You push back .. you get pushed. It is the same energy. It is the same experience. This short term behaviour is almost like a drug. It wears you out but you cannot stop yourself. There are consequences .. but no one cares.

What are the alternatives?

Energy fields that move over larger areas [more slowly] and are of longer term. These energies are not alternatives to short term push and shove. The only way I can explain this is that Planet Earth exists within a giant Universe and is not crushed by that vast power .. but is nourished by it.

If someone always tries to kick your feet away to make you fall over and you teach yourself long term Inner Balance skills. How long can they keep trying to kick your feet away as you avoid them and in this way you grow stronger? Maybe they want you to kick back .. but you do not kick back. You use your energy to maintain balance and not to fight.

There are long term energy rules to the world we live in...

Masters of AIKIDO Mind

Merging With The Opponent
" ... The person who embraced all things with love and affection, who let ki govern the flow of events, could open a space of becoming one with an opponent, in ki, in mind and in the movements of the body."

- Morihei Ueshiba

To Imagine One Is Opposing You ...

... Is to imagine FACING YOURSELF !!

Within my own observation of life .. different levels of awareness are equal to different Planets or different Galaxies .. where continents are like dimensions or variations in frequency and vibration. So .. in my experience .. travelling to Scotland .. Sweden .. California .. Austria .. Catalonia .. North and South Germany .. Switzerland .. are equal to variations in Earth Dimensions / Frequency and Vibrations.

I hope you are still with me !!

Even more complex .. on spiritual technological levels there are extreme frequency and dimensional variations within the countries listed [you can add to this list all countries on Earth]. I wont go into the oceans yet !!

I am sharing with you the simplistic version ...

You can add to this list mysterious life of Nature: Cats .. birds .. plants .. fish!

In my own understanding physical human form is result of combination of all physical elements... sea creatures .. microbial(s) .. yeast .. sub-atomic particles .. birds .. animal .. plants .. energy .. air .. psyche .. crystals .. silver .. gold .. minerals .. bacteria(s) .. fungi.

If you read my posts you understand the way my mind works *- )

You are a MIRROR of YOUR ENVIRONMENT!

You are energy .. matter .. sound .. vibration .. light .. dark matter!

Masters of AIKIDO Mind
In the FUTURE .. we are the future .. people are not like use today. I do not know how to express this or explain this in linear terms. Recently .. I had a dream meeting Jiddu Krishnamurti. In his physical life he could take apart and repair real world mechanical technologies .. on his own with no TRAINING. He could just do it .. since he was a kid !!

I am trying to share with you AIKIDO MIND ...

Since I was a kid I could take apart and repair physical "human technologies" with no training .. I could just do it! I am not saying that you should be able to interact with tech-repair or tech-knowledge *- ) .. I am saying .. we humans inhabit different dimensions and psychic zones within a vast expanse of probabilities within an infinite space-time Universe.

Animals .. trees .. grass .. birds .. sea creatures .. Islands .. Continents.

We humans inhabit our OWN LEARNING SPACE...
In essence we humans are our own AIKIDO MIND at any point in space-time where speed of AIKIDO MIND is RELATIVE ...

When I say the speed of mind is relative .. I do not mean S-P-E-E-D !!
I do not mean speed in terms of SUPER FAST!

The next thing I am about to share with you is part of the "SECRET" of AIKIDO MIND. Breathe deeply .. are your ready ?? Fast is slow .. and slow is fast. In AIKIDO you can be fast and slow .. where slow is infinitely fast and where fast is infinitely slow.

In Zen Qi the slow absorbs the fast and the fast absorbs the slow .. universal yin / yang balance. The same principles can be applied to ones own life.

Taking this to another level ...

YIN and YANG Zen Qi balance can be applied over LIFETIMES ...
Enlightenment is Inner Connection of LIFETIMES across timeless SPACE.

AIKIDO: The Loving Protection of All Things

I was walking into town today .. March 1st .. and this is a very small town with low buildings and visible skies .. and I look up because I can see a large raptor flying way high up. These large birds rarely circle the town .. they like Nature and fields and space and lots of green. This bird was playing and diving and just effortlessly swimming in a sea of air above the town.

I see this bird and it touches my heart... I cannot take my eyes off this bird circling overhead .. but at the same time I am aware of all the people around me and no-one is looking up. So .. I am watching the bird and I am watching the humans and I am watching myself watching the bird and the humans. I see myself between these two worlds: Nature and mankind [who appear to be largely unaware of Nature].

Duh!! I mean .. how can you miss NATURE .. it is all around you *-)

Some of you may like the AIKIDO video(s) below by Corky Quakenbush .. who developed his own understanding of AIKIDO - which is in the same spirit as the founder of AIKIDO: Morihei Ueshiba. You don't hit someone .. you don't THROW THEM .. you don't defeat them .. you just "give them what they want".

Just like the large bird playfully circling in the skies above .. that most humans do not see .. are not even aware of .. the bird could just as well be a UFO !! So it is with this video = a state of being that very few people on this Planet currently understand.

Kakushitoride@YouTube

I have been watching these videos for a long time .. and to understand what he is teaching you have to go back and watch earlier videos. YouTube have AGAIN changed the video navigation system. Go to the upper left drop down menu: All Videos .. Uploads .. Liked Videos etc .. and I set the above link to "Uploads". NAVIGATION is EVERYTHING .. Ha! Hahaha!

You do not have to know AIKIDO to apply these principles of inner balance.

Rare Aikido Demonstration

Totally Amazing !! Morihei Ueshiba... Founder of AIKIDO

Morihei Ueshiba - Rare Aikido Demonstration (1957)

Kinetic Chi Superior To Physical Force

When O Sensei was in good form, he could jump as high as five feet off the ground --- his arms and legs would tuck in as though he looked like a ball in the air. It was so unusual. You had to relate it to the warrior Yoshitune's legendares feat of leaping over eight boats in the course of a battle. People say that O Sensei would radiate vigour, as if he were possessed by the spirits and filled with mystical powers.

Kisshomaru Ueshiba - A Life In Aikido

:-) We currently live in a world of "physical force" .. and to this I would also add nuclear energy / atomic energy as well as coal .. oil and gas !! These are all physical fuels .. physical force(s). In terms of basic human behavior we live in a basic world of physical force .. where physical force appears to dominate and overcome all forms of energy (interactions) in our world !!

The problem is that base level physical force considers every other superior kinetic force as a "threat". Simply because .. the kinetic forces are naturally superior to physical force !! It is that simple ...

Because of this base level physical obsession .. humans are afraid of (and destroy) birds .. sea creatures .. animals .. insects .. trees .. grasses and weeds .. planetary interactive life forms such as healthy probiotic bacteria(s), algae, soil bacteria and healthy soil micro-organisms. Solid humans have a heavy footprint!

Kinetic Superior Force!

The problem I have in sharing natural and superior kinetic chi force is that it has always been an unusual and mysterious force .. appearing in my life as nano-second and immediate totally unexpected phenomenon that transforms me as it touches me .. as it acts like a superior martial arts Aikido type force !!

I have been lifted off the ground many times in my life when I was in danger!

So, I wanted to learn (teach myself) .. since I was a child .. high level karate and high level martial arts. But, the invisible guides moved me to inner psychic martial arts! The invisible guides are extremely of the highest intelligence. They do not explain one single thing to you .. but they guide you and leave you to find out for yourself.

This is like the silent and superior kinetic mind...

The superior mind is hard to describe! I can tell you that my original passion was to learn and command the physical martial arts... But some inner awareness connected me with the superior inner kinetic force .. including compassion! I have to admit that I would probably not have comprehended or understood this inner art form if I had ignored the guidance and said: "Forget it! I am going my own way!"

The ancient ancestors know all of us very well in the deepest depths of our souls .. and what motivates us .. our weaknesses .. our passions .. and our fears !! But humans are lacking the inner commitment to apply themselves to extraordinary laws of Nature and transformation of personal inner being. We humans are really most afraid of ourselves.

Personal Transformation
In the past .. in past lives .. the student respects the teachers .. both physical masters and the invisible worlds. I had this passion to learn Gichin Funakoshi's Karate Do .. and that was way back when all I had was the money to buy the book that I held in my hands. I was 13 / 14 years old .. no TV .. no films .. I don't know where it came from.

The reason I tell you this is to show how the ancestors .. the invisible guides sort of pushed me into a corner. They took away the physical element and told me to learn / teach myself the martial arts disciplines of the mind .. the psyche .. and by that I do not mean "fighting" or psychic defense.

So, my whole passion for the discipline of the martial arts was squashed into an inner psychic understanding and application of what I now call "kinetic energy" .. a powerful non-physical energy .. of the inner mind .. the impossible force. Later I attended the Talks of Jiddu Krishnamurti and he was the master of that inner non-physical psychic force we call compassion.

Do not think that compassion is some passive force .. compassion is dangerous.
It changes you!

Masters of The Impossible
The Masters of The Impossible left the Earth a long time ago .. at least in that they stopped teaching humans the fundamental principles and application of kinetic energy. The whole of mankind descended into this base physical material level of existence .. based on mindless fear!

Fear [the root meaning] - to try, to overcome, go through .. trial, risk.

In a way fear is the door or doorway / passage and inner fire (passion) is the passage of Initiation. We always come through the passage to ourselves.

So, each one of us has an inner lineage .. and each one of us has connection to the ancestors in the form of art as kinetic energy-creating landscape of the soul. I can draw this concept easier than I can put it into words. I study and study the inner art of psychic wholeness. I write Crystal Tor and I am surprised by this concept from the guides that we are starving and we come here to eat...

If you look at the world it is clear that humans are greedy for food .. and you are only greedy when you are "starving". If you are not starving .. then you are not greedy for food. Physical human beings caught on the lower base levels of physical material reality are eating and eating .. consuming and consuming MATTER because they are inwardly starving of something much deeper that makes them real / alive.

Kinetic Chi Superior To Physical Force
I teach myself very simple physical movements combining chi within the body and my own "martial arts". Because, I do not want to hit anyone or hurt anyone or fight. Even as a child I always practice alone in nature and the only thing I fight / overcome is the weather .. the cold .. snow and ice of Winter and the rain of Spring / Autumn and the heat of the Summer!

I put a rice-bag on the wall hanging on a screw .. and I try to apply this inner cohesion of physical existence with inner kinetic / psychic force. The invisible guides say to me: Be careful how you hit the rice-bag .. you do not want to crack the wall. At first I think they are joking with me .. but later I am really careful how I use my mind .. because I am sure they are not kidding !!

Basically, that is what this whole post is about...

HOW YOU USE YOUR MIND...

How do we use our minds? If a small number of people begin to use inner discipline to understand this impossible question... That application is the impossible power of Inner Kinetic Chi within the human being. There were Masters of The Impossible on Earth in earlier times .. and they could touch stone with one finger and the whole stone would simply fall apart.

I knew all this since I was a very small kid .. and I wanted to get straight into it as soon as I could walk... I was very impatient ;-) [...charged up with energy] .. But! The invisible guides said to me: You are going to learn / teach yourself inner silent force!

The Art of Inner Transformation - where thought / ego is "the stone" ...

Aikido Mind & Inner Balance

This 2013 Snake karmic year is quite the challenge! But, if it does not kill you - it makes you stronger! But... what is "strength"? One overlooked aspect is the ability to ADAPT.

Situations arise, events arise .. and how does one deal with them? Well, always INTERNALLY .. and this is very important to understand.

We all live on Earth, inside an "external reality" .. the Planet's Operating System - all that you see and feel around you.

However, we are less aware that we live INTERNALLY within a living Earth Operating System. This means we experience the external reality internally.

At the same time the external and internal are seamlessly ONE. This little understood reality is part of the Aikido Mind .. mostly the teachings from the East .. where body and mind are one.

How does this effect you?

The whole operating system synchronises with you internal reality and life is an ongoing discourse / communication between your inner reality and the reality surrounding you.

Aikido Mind & Inner Reality
Reality is balance .. even when it seems not in balance.

We judge balance and loss of balance as positive and negative. When in balance we are positive and when not in balance we are negative...

The Aikido mind understands that all is balance .. the guiding principle is the individual degree of balance from weak to strng .. from agile to blocked (fearful). The agile mind understands fear as a teacher, while the frozen mind understands fear as the "enemy".

Difficulties, fears and sorrows are to be "overcome". Show no inner compassion to your fears! Defeat them! Right?

Transform inner fear through inner compassion.

Imagine that you are an internally charged life form inside a larger external reality (living operating system). Where do you learn the basics? In Aikido - you learn first internally!

Where do you apply what you have learned? You apply it to the world around you... The same Planetary rules apply to all life form on Earth.

So, human beings are no greater or less than any other life form on Planet Earth! We all share and experience the same principles of Universal Mind.

Inner Adaptation Guided by Compassion
Guided by compassion = intelligence! We live in a world devoid of understanding and compassion. This is a world especially suited to your own / ones own development and inner transformation!

Do not look outside - do not be distracted!

Look within .. be aware .. internally overcome events with inner love and compassion .. and then apply this to the external world.

Inner Aikido mind first transforms the inner and then the outer reality. This truth applies throughout the Universe!

Inner Strength

"... and even if I pass away and am reborn, I will always be working, all the time and everywhere, to make the flower of Aikido bloom in this world."

The Secret Teachings of AIKIDO
- Morihei Ueshiba

It is not the easiest of things to teach oneself inner discipline and so cultivate inner strength. Inner strength is not force .. it is balance.

For thousands of years humans have conditioned themselves to believe that force is strength .. force gives us the advantage .. using force is preferred to not using force. Those times are now over. Times of restriction bring change.

Most humans have invested their lives in moving in the wrong direction .. where our energy .. our thinking .. our behaviour .. have been invested in following the path of force to get what we want.

We dominate Nature .. animals .. we dominate each other .. and very few people understand or even question the inner use of energy that we invest to create and maintain this out-of-balance world.

Always, in the natural cycles of Yin and Yang times of growth and prosperity are followed by times of restriction. Just as times of restriction are followed by times of growth. You can observe these cycles in Nature.

Take the common Dandelion (or any weed) .. often to be seen growing in the cracks that appear at the side of the road. Over many years I have observed the Dandelions that inhabit the cracks at the edge of our society. They adapt extremely well to variations in the growth cycles.

Sometimes the Dandelions are very large, with tall stalks, large green leaves and an abundance of yellow flowers. Not growing in a field or garden .. but growing in cracks between slabs of concrete. At other times the Dandelions are very small, with bonsai leaves and tiny flowers. It is the same root.

The same Dandelion root can adapt to each fluctuation in the growing cycle. Sometimes there is growth and abundance. Sometimes there is restriction and the root adapts to those conditions very fast. It is the same root!

Humans are not much different to Dandelions. Humans can also adapt to changing cycles. Adapting to change is inner strength and not force. Our strength is in our ability to adapt, which is really about how we internally use energy.

Going back to the Dandelions .. in times of restriction cycles the root does not grow big leaves and then cut back to small leaves .. and small flowers. The root produces small leaves and small flowers immediately in that season. How does the root know?

Energy = Inner Strength
You can train yourself over time to utilize, direct and apply force .. but inner strength is awareness, which is energy .. and that comes through observing yourself. Change (adaptation) is observing "what is". Observation is the energy of change.

You watch outwardly how Nature changes and adapts .. revealing the inner strength of the plants, birds and wild animals. Then the same observation applies to yourself. Observing ones own self is the natural compost nutrients that cultivates inner strength.

Growing in the cracks between your thoughts is intelligence.

If we do not look at the weeds growing in the cracks of our towns and cities .. we are not going to see them. People just walk past these plants and grasses. It is the same with "thought". If you do not observe and pay attention to your inner self .. you do not see the seeds of intelligence growing in the cracks between each thought.

Usually, our thoughts are on auto-pilot. Thought is its own self appointed king or queen of the mind/brain .. and thought takes all the energy to itself .. feeding its many fears and emotions.

Thought is like the slabs of concrete paving over the foundation of the real earth .. and intelligence is the real earth on which the concrete slabs are constructed. Intelligence can exist without thought .. but thought cannot exist without intelligence.

Energy is the key to unlock this labyrinth of the petty self.

The art of observation is not observing each and every thought .. but to observe the energy behind the thought .. because thought is simply a form of energy. On a deeper level, thought is how we use and apply energy.

The strange thing about energy is that observation changes the fundamental nature of energy. We can use energy on a totally petty and self-serving level .. or we can use energy on the highest levels. Observe the energy and the energy changes.

Back to the Dandelions .. the roots of the plants somehow mysteriously know the conditions they are awakening into. It is energy that tells the plants or communicates to them the nature of the cycle they are growing into. Alternating cycles are energy signatures.

In a way thought (the petty self) is like a one arm bandit .. you know! Three lemons .. three oranges and you get a payout. However, you are not putting coins into the one arm bandit .. but you are investing units of energy into the machine.

Humans invest life energy into the thoughts of the petty self as they keep pulling the lever trying to get three lemons or three oranges to appear .. the jackpot .. I want .. I need.

Trying to follow each and every thought of the petty self is like getting lost inside a never ending labyrinth. Observing the energy dissolves the walls that create the labyrinth of thought. Our selfish thoughts are energy constructs. It is simply how we use energy.

The strange things is that energy unlocks energy.

It is so simple .. a basic Universe of interactive energy that allows all things to communicate and exist. You can have bacteria intelligence, weed intelligence, tree and bird intelligence, grass intelligence all based on one fundamental: Energy!

We humans are too smart to figure out something so simple.

Like that inner strength cannot be simple. Inner strength cannot be subtle .. it cannot be small .. it has to be large. Inner strength is power. It is superior. Imposing. Powerful.

In Nature, a dark sky full of stars does not press down on our heads!